Venting I’ve found out the reason why I haven’t ctb yet

[GhostOfOctober]

The two most prominent reasons are
1. Ive became online friends with a group of people through my hobby. We talk on Instagram dm's like everyday. We are supposedly going to meet up in the summer.
2. I feel like I have to prove all the people who have doubted me wrong. I can't let them win.

But other than that my life is shit. Those are the only two strings that have me attached to consciousness. Everything else is boring, hopeless, and closing in.

 

[SpaceCadet]

I think it's absolutely great that you have things to stick around for. Friendships are important as humans are social species, connection makes us feel better, fighting hardships alone is always harder. Take care.

 

[...]

I've found my reason too: I'm a coward. jokes aside though, it is good that you have people to connect with and friends are definitely a good reason to live for x

 

[whatevs]

The two most prominent reasons are
1. Ive became online friends with a group of people through my hobby. We talk on Instagram dm's like everyday. We are supposedly going to meet up in the summer.
2. I feel like I have to prove all the people who have doubted me wrong. I can't let them win.

But other than that my life is shit. Those are the only two strings that have me attached to consciousness. Everything else is boring, hopeless, and closing in.

I hope you can ascend into IRL friendship. Congrats! It's a big step.

 

[Sherri]

Thats great to have you stick around, like watevs said I hope it can grow into IRL but one step at a time. All the best

 

[milly]

yeah... i can't seem to get past online chats to IRL friends. Good for you

 

[FuneralCry]

I am pleased for you that you have a reason to stay. For me personally, I am only still here because it is so difficult to leave this world. I also see life as being boring and in my case everything is hopeless. It can be very depressing, being alive. I wish you the best in whatever happens.