I’ve failed in first attempt.

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

Three days ago, I ingest some poison. I didn't ingest enough poison so I believe this is the reason I'm still here posting this thread. I read the hanging thread with an intention to find the right spot to cause me to black out immediately and then die. I really want to die because I feel hopeless about the future. There are two things that scare life after death and what is going to happen to my dead body, I'm poor and I can't afford my own funeral and our legislation obligate all the corpses being buried in a cemetery. I know that many countries accept people giving their loved ones bodies to Universities. It seems strange but it's one my concerns.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must had been awful failing an suicide attempt, such a thing is what I would fear. It really should be much more straightforward to cease existing.