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mattf72

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Nov 22, 2020
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I've decided on the C02 method inside of my car. SN seems too miserable and I'm too impatient for the antiementics to arrive, nighty night sounds perfect but I can't hit corroded arterty for shit,
And C02 poisoning seems like the way to go. I'm gonna do it inside of my car, worried about a tent having too much ventilation or melting issues. Can anyone give me better instruction on what I meed
To buy tomorrow?
I need a bbq grill.
A stack for lighting the coals without fluid
A metal bucket to transfer the coals into.
And a water bucket or something to put the metal bucket into so it doesn't burn a hole in my cars apolstery.

I wanna say I'm excited;
And I am, I'm just
Not looking forward to shopping all day,
I work tomorrow. But feel the duty to still go into work to keep my job intact in case this fails.

I wanna say I'm over joyed yet saddened
This place exists. I'm glad there's a resource for everybody , but it's depressing
How many members are here and how many people struggle. I wanna say to everyone who reads this I'm sorry
Your struggling. I look st
Happy people with relatively normal lives with envy. How I wish i had
Normal problems like the general population. Thanks for welcoming me here, and all your support.
If
Anyone could just help me with a proper shopping list I would appreciate it. I'd like to make sure this gets done tomorrow or on thanksgiving .

to eternal peace and joy, love Mattf72
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Yeah, the shopping will take a lot of time it seems.
It looks like you have everything planned. Good for you.
Hope you find peace and wish you the best!
 
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mattf72

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Nov 22, 2020
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Yeah, the shopping will take a lot of time it seems.
It looks like you have everything planned. Good for you.
Hope you find peace and wish you the best!
thank you !
 
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darksideofthebright

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Nov 10, 2020
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I don't know about the shopping list but you seem prepared and I wish you nothing but the smoothest and most peaceful journey. :hug:
 
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Elementalist
Nov 11, 2020
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Damn sorry I wasn't here at the time. Hope you got what you want and are resting in peace
 
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Misfit72

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Aug 25, 2020
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Your typo raised an eyebrow as CBT stands for cognitive behavioural therapy, which is a waste of time, but I wish you peace.
 
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