Discussion I've decided, no other options left

[Xdyzine]

My deadline is nearing and I've been searching everything accessible to me for my way out. The only thing I can think of is 200g of metformin and around 270 mg of bromazepam , that's all I have access too. Which I'm considering getting before the weekend. Can't push forward. There's a high chance of failure with a higher chance of organ failure / injury which I don't really care about at this point , I'd like some input if possible . Because I'm seriously out of options.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm sorry to hear you're out of options.
The best advice would be for you to think of the consequences but it seems you've already done that.

I can do nothing but wish you lots of love and peace.

If you need to talk, feel free to pm me.

Hugs!

 

[jaranecdote]

I wouldn't risk organ failure in your position. I too have a deadline(31st of March) but the best thing I have access to is pesticides. In my case, I'm not afraid of failure because the particular pesticide I have chosen is well associated with suicide in my country. What I fear is the 30mins to 2hrs of pain before death. If I can't find a suitable method, I would most likely extend my deadline (unless I suffer a major crisis and find the strength to take the pesticide in my anguish). You might be better off extending your deadline too

 

[Xdyzine]

I know what you mean, and I've been thinking it through for months if not years. There's more focus on the months cause I've extended it over and over to the point where I just can't anymore. If I don't figure something out soon, this'll be the way to go for me. Fail or not.
From what I've figured it'll be excruciating, that's why so many benzos to hopefully knock me out.

 

[ZardozOmega]

I don't think that combination is lethal.

 

[Endeavour]

I'm sorry you feel that way. What's brought you to this pint. What do you do?

 

[Spitfire]

There's a high chance of failure with a higher chance of organ failure / injury which I don't really care about at this point , I'd like some input if possible . Because I'm seriously out of options.

I do not think it is a good idea. My input says to make sure and tell you not to do this method.

You said you do not care about those injuries right now, and you said it has a high chance of failure too.

Do you not think you would care about having caused yourself organ failure if that happened, living with that? It could be really bad.

 

[Xdyzine]

I agree a 100 percent that's why I still haven't tried this, cause frankly it can't be considered a method if I'm being honest with myself. Running out of options with no options is like a crutch on its own.

 

[Spitfire]

I agree a 100 percent that's why I still haven't tried this, cause frankly it can't be considered a method if I'm being honest with myself. Running out of options with no options is like a crutch on its own.

It certainly can kill.

I would be worried about losing the function of my kidneys, and then being required to have dialysis for the rest of my life, or worse...

 

[Xdyzine]

F**k, I know man.. I'm stuck between a hard place . I no clue what to do..
P:S I'm on benzos. Or alcohol all week.

 

[grungeCat]

I see... be careful as it's quite risky choice. No matter what you will do I wish you good luck and peaceful travel.

 

[Spitfire]

F**k, I know man.. I'm stuck between a hard place . I no clue what to do..
P:S I'm on benzos. Or alcohol all week.

I know!!!

If you are asking me? Then, this plan should come to a full-stop, and it should not be considered a viable method to CTB.. like how you said you know it as well, and the effects could be unpredictable.

A person could be nearly 100% asymptomatic.. and then a severe distress could result while they are still consciously fully aware. [(edited): with metformin]