I’ve been turning so cold.

[Livingvsdying25]

I don't feel much. I don't enjoy much.
I'm living with just to be fake enough to be left alone. Until I'm ready and hopefully soon to go.
Its honestly really frustrating.

like I'll be celebrating Christmas this yr w/ Dad & brother.
I love em but do I really wanna go??? No.
I already promised my brother tho. Our family is really broken up so Christmas isn't what it used to be and we haven't really celebrated much in the last 4yrs or so.

After these holidays and once I move, I will be doing life for myself. Just for me.

I want to be selfish and live the rest of my days JUST FOR ME.

 

[DevilInHell667]

It's not selfish - it is looking out for yourself.

 

[BlueWidow]

You have the right to live any way you choose and it isn't selfish.
I just hope you don't have people in your life like mine who, once they see you're trying to make a life of your own, they suddenly start trying to interfere and insert themselves into it whether you want them there or not.

 

[Livingvsdying25]

You have the right to live any way ou choose and it isn't selfish.
I just hope you don't have people in your life like mine who, once they see you're trying to make a life of your own, they suddenly start trying to interfere and insert themselves into it whether you want them there or not.

unfortunately, i do. Fortunetly though I will have some space after the first week of January(moving) so i hope i do. People suck sometimes

 

[BlueWidow]

unfortunately, i do. Fortunetly though I will have some space after the first week of January(moving) so i hope i do. People suck sometimes

Good luck with your move. I hope it gives you the space you need.

 

[Livingvsdying25]

Good luck with your move. I hope it gives you the space you need.

Ty. I hope you also get some space and freedom from anything that bother you