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Petting a cat might change my mind
- Oct 27, 2023
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I've been far too dramatic lately and i Don't know why.
This last week I've found all of my male friends insufferable, which isnt that weird for me since I'm a very sexist/mysandrist person, but it has gone to the point where it pisses me off to even see them or hear them breath when they're near me
Not to mention that one of my male friends has found it funny to start making fun/teasing me by calling me a "shotacon", ""map", or slmwtimes straight up "pedo" because I thought i could trust him enough to vent about my intrusive thoughts problem.
I've been avoiding my sister too because shes getting psychological help because of her sh problems even though I've been doing it too for years and ive never been helped for it, and it pisses me off
Even today! I accidentally dropped my phone and the screen broke like crazy, to the point where some pixels in the screen don't work anymore so now there's straight up black patches on my screen (pardon me for my spelling mistakes in this post, I pretty much can't See half of my screen). I relapsed because of this, cut EVERYWHERE. just because of it???
It's not my period btw, I know this. There's just something wrong and idk how to help it swghhhh
This last week I've found all of my male friends insufferable, which isnt that weird for me since I'm a very sexist/mysandrist person, but it has gone to the point where it pisses me off to even see them or hear them breath when they're near me
Not to mention that one of my male friends has found it funny to start making fun/teasing me by calling me a "shotacon", ""map", or slmwtimes straight up "pedo" because I thought i could trust him enough to vent about my intrusive thoughts problem.
I've been avoiding my sister too because shes getting psychological help because of her sh problems even though I've been doing it too for years and ive never been helped for it, and it pisses me off
Even today! I accidentally dropped my phone and the screen broke like crazy, to the point where some pixels in the screen don't work anymore so now there's straight up black patches on my screen (pardon me for my spelling mistakes in this post, I pretty much can't See half of my screen). I relapsed because of this, cut EVERYWHERE. just because of it???
It's not my period btw, I know this. There's just something wrong and idk how to help it swghhhh