I’ve been gone

[goodbye_._]

Hi, I've been gone for months. Ive hospitalized and questioned what I've really wanted. I'm coming back to this website because I realize I need people like me again. I need to express my willingness to die and not be asked how to change that. I'm so tired of people asking about coping skills because non of them actually work. It was stupid to get help because I ended up worst. I ended up here. I'm in a lot of pain now. Honestly I don't feel anything, it just hurts. The system fails people over and over again. It's all it will ever do to me. I'm ready to die now. I just need to find out how and when.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, it's certainly understandable wishing to be free from all the suffering, it's dreadful how people have to suffer so much in this existence.