It's time

[Armadillo]

8:42 PM here. I just ate, now I'm going to brush my teeth, take a shower and after a few hours I'll CTB.

I will be drinking some vodka (I don't think the survival instinct will kick in, but just in case), listen to some music and use the ligature strangulation method.

I haven't been on this forum for too long but I just wanted to say that it's a really beautiful pleace, it's nice to see people who understand for once.

I really wish there was another way but there's not, not for me at least.

 

[Imnobody]

Peace

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[1234dave]

Fly high.

Best wishes

 

[Ashpac]

Good luck even though we havnt chatted before :)

 

[Jen Erik]

Wish you peace.

 

[Kim]

*hugs* save travel

 

[weedoge]

8:42 PM here. I just ate, now I'm going to brush my teeth, take a shower and after a few hours I'll CTB.

I will be drinking some vodka (I don't think the survival instinct will kick in, but just in case), listen to some music and use the ligature strangulation method.

I haven't been on this forum for too long but I just wanted to say that it's a really beautiful pleace, it's nice to see people who understand for once.

I really wish there was another way but there's not, not for me at least.

Hope it goes smoothly. Wish I could join you. You're always welcome back if it comes to it.

 

[Circles]

I hope the other side will treat you more kindly. I'm so sorry it has gotten to this point. Safe journey.

 

[TiredHorse]

Safe travels, Armadillo. I hope you find peace on the other side.

 

[Armadillo]

Thanks a lot guys, but I don't think I'm gonna do it tonight.

I feel extremely tired (kinda funny 'cause lately my insomnia has got worse) and drinking alcohol would probably make me pass out.

I will have to wait a little bit, don't wanna risk screwing things up.

 

[TiredHorse]

I think you're wise. I believe my last attempt (N2) failed, at least in part, because I was exhausted. Right now I'm trying to rest up, re-orient myself, and find the strength for another attempt.

The mental strain of ctb is staggering. Even when you're ready --longing!-- to end your life, it is still a daunting hill to climb in order to make the final leap.

I wish you the best of luck when the right time does appear.

 

[worldexploder]

Good luck man.

 

[Jai]

8:42 PM here. I just ate, now I'm going to brush my teeth, take a shower and after a few hours I'll CTB.

I will be drinking some vodka (I don't think the survival instinct will kick in, but just in case), listen to some music and use the ligature strangulation method.

I haven't been on this forum for too long but I just wanted to say that it's a really beautiful pleace, it's nice to see people who understand for once.

I really wish there was another way but there's not, not for me at least.

Godspeed friend go find peace

 

[Dead Meat]

Good luck to you Armadillo may you have a very peaceful rest.

 

[Retched]

Hope you find your peace.