It’s time

[IG959]

I didn't think I'd do this, I didn't think I'd write a post. I've done everything I set out to, all the rules I had to before I ctb. I just tried my last option but not even they want me. It's time. A lot have asked how I can tell family and friends I'm going to CTB without anyone telling professionals but no one truly cares, no one ever will. Even the people I thought did don't, the last person I thought did rejected me tonight, my brother who I am closest with disowned me yesterday. I don't think any think I'm serious but it's time. I've done all I can, I've tried to save myself but it's over. I hope your all find the peace you're looking for and I hope I do as well. I appreciate your guidance and help the last few months and I hope I've help some of you in ways as well. My love goes out to you all. Il always be unloved and unwanted and abused

 

[skitliv]

Best of luck to you, hope you find what you're looking for. You'll be in my thoughts

 

[MAIO]

I didn't think I'd do this, I didn't think I'd write a post. I've done everything I set out to, all the rules I had to before I ctb. I just tried my last option but not even they want me. It's time. A lot have asked how I can tell family and friends I'm going to CTB without anyone telling professionals but no one truly cares, no one ever will. Even the people I thought did don't, the last person I thought did rejected me tonight, my brother who I am closest with disowned me yesterday. I don't think any think I'm serious but it's time. I've done all I can, I've tried to save myself but it's over. I hope your all find the peace you're looking for and I hope I do as well. I appreciate your guidance and help the last few months and I hope I've help some of you in ways as well. My love goes out to you all. Il always be unloved and unwanted and abused

Best of luck, I hope you fade with grace and finally find true peace

 

[IG959]

I'll never find what I'm looking for. I just hope there's nothing after this. I just hope it all ends and I'll never have to think, see, feel anything. I just want nothing, complete and utter silence and oblivion. I wish you all the best, every last one of you. I hope you all find the peace you hope for

 

[Lra888]

Peace to you. You will be free from this pain of this world.

 

[Maravillosa]

Good luck, Godspeed and bon voyage. Peace

 

[AndyCurious]

Best wishes with love..♡♡♡ Hugs

 

[millefeui]

Farewell. Have a peaceful journey. I hope oblivion is what you find, since that is what you desire.

 

[MachineGunDani]

I'll never find what I'm looking for. I just hope there's nothing after this. I just hope it all ends and I'll never have to think, see, feel anything. I just want nothing, complete and utter silence and oblivion. I wish you all the best, every last one of you. I hope you all find the peace you hope for

I can relate to this 100%. I'm sorry ur hurting I hope u find peace!

 

[loser41]

i hope what comes next is peaceful to you. rest easy

 

[Retched]

I wish you the peace you're seeking.

 

[musicismylife]

go in peace.

 

[Miss clefable]

Hugs I hope you find peace

 

[onewayroad]

I hope that whatever happens, your suffering comes to an end.

 

[Miss clefable]

Lucky fucker. Hope it works.

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[Rex]

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I've dealt with it. No idea why they felt to use that language though, and to spam it 3 times, but it's dealt with.

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Hope you find peace OP.

 

[bigj75]

I've dealt with it. No idea why they felt to use that language though, and to spam it 3 times, but it's dealt with.

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Hope you find peace OP.

My bad. That was a typo/glitch. That was the first time that's ever happened. Sorry.

 

[starcrossedfate]

Au revoir, IG959.

 

[Schopenhauer]

Goodbye and good luck, IG959. I hope you go away peacefully.

 

[Donna]

I'll never find what I'm looking for. I just hope there's nothing after this. I just hope it all ends and I'll never have to think, see, feel anything. I just want nothing, complete and utter silence and oblivion. I wish you all the best, every last one of you. I hope you all find the peace you hope for

Good luck to you sweet girl I know the feeling !

 

[blueming]

I know the feeling of wanting complete nothingness. I hope that you find peace and never have to feel pain again :)

 

[Virgo]

Godspeed.

 

[RM5998]

Good bye, and good luck, @IG959. I hope you find peace.

 

[IG959]

I unfortunately fell asleep as I was so drunk so I'll be doing it tonight.

 

[worldexploder]

I wish you the best of luck on what ever you decide to do and a peaceful passing if you succeed. My heart goes out to you.

 

[Nanimoaru]

I didn't think I'd do this, I didn't think I'd write a post. I've done everything I set out to, all the rules I had to before I ctb. I just tried my last option but not even they want me. It's time. A lot have asked how I can tell family and friends I'm going to CTB without anyone telling professionals but no one truly cares, no one ever will. Even the people I thought did don't, the last person I thought did rejected me tonight, my brother who I am closest with disowned me yesterday. I don't think any think I'm serious but it's time. I've done all I can, I've tried to save myself but it's over. I hope your all find the peace you're looking for and I hope I do as well. I appreciate your guidance and help the last few months and I hope I've help some of you in ways as well. My love goes out to you all. Il always be unloved and unwanted and abused

Go in peace my friend. May your suffering end and your peace begin

 

[IG959]

I text so many if my friends last night and not one actually came to my home or called anyone. All I got was "what happened " "are you okay". I can't decide whether I appreciate it or whether I should feel hurt by the lack of caring although I knew they wouldn't alert anyone. I'll be glad for nighttime to come, for the end is near.

 

[Sayo]

Wow, I'm so sorry about all of that - your brother, your friends, that I'm also another distant person. People live very hands-off lives these days socially and don't really know what to say any more.

I think having conflicted feelings is very fair. I don't know your friends, so I can't comment on what their not alerting anyone means. If you are determined to go through with it, it is certainly convenient for you - but it's a perfectly normal reaction to want others to care and notice you, especially in a situation like this. Even if you were not ctb, what you went through is terrible.

I hope that you will find the gentle and free peace you described if that is what you want.

 

[Achilless]

I text so many if my friends last night and not one actually came to my home or called anyone. All I got was "what happened " "are you okay". I can't decide whether I appreciate it or whether I should feel hurt by the lack of caring although I knew they wouldn't alert anyone. I'll be glad for nighttime to come, for the end is near.

Which method are you going to use?

 

[IG959]

Which method are you going to use?

Partial or full, whichever I can go through with.