I couldn't change my life even if I wanted to. I've struggled to find answers to this debilitating health problem for years and enough is enough. Everything in my life has gone to complete shit and I'm done trying anymore. I'm going over to the George Washington Bridge today and plan on jumping over today. Hopefully I don't bitch out. Any advice on how to keep those stupid fucks patrolling the bridge off my back? I wish it was just as easy as getting there and then jumping, but we have to "save people" (even the ones that completely and wholly don't want to be here anymore. When your life has become a nightmare where you wake up and you're like damn I'm still here and you go to sleep being thankful that at least you'll have some peace for a while then you know it's over.
woxihuanni
Illuminated
- Aug 19, 2019
- 3,299
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
@can'tdecide, I'm sorry you're struggling.
People (including anti-choicers, LE, etc) can read our threads without logging in, which is why I wouldn't be so specific about the date and well-known place. Maybe it's just me, but in terms of keeping patrolling LE off your back, that's where I'd start.
Be careful on your cellphone. Maybe I'd try to hire some locals to use the hotlines on the bridge at points far from where I was headed, just for a distraction.
www.nytimes.com
People (including anti-choicers, LE, etc) can read our threads without logging in, which is why I wouldn't be so specific about the date and well-known place. Maybe it's just me, but in terms of keeping patrolling LE off your back, that's where I'd start.
Be careful on your cellphone. Maybe I'd try to hire some locals to use the hotlines on the bridge at points far from where I was headed, just for a distraction.
At George Washington Bridge, a Fence Rises to Deter Suicides (Published 2017)
To deter people seeking to end their lives, an 11-foot-high fence and a canopy of netting have been installed on a pathway at the edge of the 86-year-old span.
Conflicted Cat
Experienced
- May 23, 2019
- 256
Be careful. Wouldn't want you getting locked up. Good luck, I hope you finally find peace.
Dead beat dad
Enlightened
- Mar 5, 2019
- 1,030
I'm so sorry to be reading this and for the pain you're in and the place it has brought you.
I feel you for sure, the world is a cruel place. Even though you may feel alone, what ever path you choose to take we are hear.
I sincerely wish you freedom from pain and suffering and I hope that peace comes to you.
Good luck brother I you can find what you're looking for.
DBD
First loss
Specialist
- Jan 28, 2019
- 393
Lara Francis
Enlightened
- Jun 30, 2018
- 1,627
Hi @can'tdecide
How are you feeling today.?
We both joined the forum at around the same time and it made me sad to have missed my chance to wish u peace.
I noticed that u logged on this am and i just wanted u to know my thoughts are with you.hugs to you xx
How are you feeling today.?
We both joined the forum at around the same time and it made me sad to have missed my chance to wish u peace.
I noticed that u logged on this am and i just wanted u to know my thoughts are with you.hugs to you xx
aviator8
Member
- Aug 22, 2019
- 43
@can'tdecide, I'm sorry you're struggling.
People (including anti-choicers, LE, etc) can read our threads without logging in, which is why I wouldn't be so specific about the date and well-known place. Maybe it's just me, but in terms of keeping patrolling LE off your back, that's where I'd start.
Be careful on your cellphone. Maybe I'd try to hire some locals to use the hotlines on the bridge at points far from where I was headed, just for a distraction.
At George Washington Bridge, a Fence Rises to Deter Suicides (Published 2017)
To deter people seeking to end their lives, an 11-foot-high fence and a canopy of netting have been installed on a pathway at the edge of the 86-year-old span.
that sucks that anti choice people do that...we should stop them as a diversion by giving an exact place and time and then changing it last minute.
Sorry to say I'm still here, there are barriers built up there. On to the next one. Any suggestions?
Fordprefect
Student
- Aug 22, 2019
- 128
You're brave. Jumping takes major balls - or some serious pussy like someone here might point out 
Best of luck to you.
Best of luck to you.
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
@can'tdecide, thank you for letting us know. Are you feeling ok? How can we help you?
Jumper
Student
- Jun 18, 2019
- 149
Centerism
Love is my final option
- Aug 25, 2019
- 233
I am glad to see your still here. Maybe you can find love and gain happiness in your life.
But if you have completely decided that your going than know your loved by the people here. Were kind of like family.
I hope you find peace in whatever you do. Just keep us notified and we will hold out our hands to you in any way we can.
But if you have completely decided that your going than know your loved by the people here. Were kind of like family.
I hope you find peace in whatever you do. Just keep us notified and we will hold out our hands to you in any way we can.
