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WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,164
Hello my dear SS fellows, how are you? I hope you're doing great.
As for me, well, I haven't been having good days lately but they were not so bad either.
After thinking over and over again, I've decided that I won't visit SS anymore. Why? Well, basically, I want to remove from my mind and life anything that is related to suicide, mental illnesses, depression and so on. You are not a negative influence on me at all. I'm just trying all the options to see what the hell could work and make me keep on living in this world.
During my time here, I've done my best to help you and I gotta admit you've helped me lots. You were my friends when no one else was. You were always there for me and I've made great friends too.
I haven't told anyone I'm leaving SS but I've been thinking about this for some weeks. If you were talking to me, I'm really sorry for not letting you know that my time on SS is over.
There are millions of things I want to write but to sum up, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for being such wonderful invididuals. I hope life gets better for all of you somehow and if not, at least I wish you lots of love and eternal peace. We don't deserve to suffer. We were just born in a world in which we never asked to be born. Life is nonsense and I hate not understanding the meaning and origin of everything but still, I will give life one more shot. I just can't leave my dad and dog alone. You can't imagine how lovely they are.
Having said this, it's been a pleasure talking to all of you. I might be back someday so, I won't disable my account, just in case but you won't be seeing me posting around anymore.
I'm glad to have been part of the best community out there. I'm so happy there's a place in which we can talk about suicide without being censored and judged.
I hope we meet again someday,
See you around,
Yours sincerely,
Matt aka WornOutLife
As for me, well, I haven't been having good days lately but they were not so bad either.
After thinking over and over again, I've decided that I won't visit SS anymore. Why? Well, basically, I want to remove from my mind and life anything that is related to suicide, mental illnesses, depression and so on. You are not a negative influence on me at all. I'm just trying all the options to see what the hell could work and make me keep on living in this world.
During my time here, I've done my best to help you and I gotta admit you've helped me lots. You were my friends when no one else was. You were always there for me and I've made great friends too.
I haven't told anyone I'm leaving SS but I've been thinking about this for some weeks. If you were talking to me, I'm really sorry for not letting you know that my time on SS is over.
There are millions of things I want to write but to sum up, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for being such wonderful invididuals. I hope life gets better for all of you somehow and if not, at least I wish you lots of love and eternal peace. We don't deserve to suffer. We were just born in a world in which we never asked to be born. Life is nonsense and I hate not understanding the meaning and origin of everything but still, I will give life one more shot. I just can't leave my dad and dog alone. You can't imagine how lovely they are.
Having said this, it's been a pleasure talking to all of you. I might be back someday so, I won't disable my account, just in case but you won't be seeing me posting around anymore.
I'm glad to have been part of the best community out there. I'm so happy there's a place in which we can talk about suicide without being censored and judged.
I hope we meet again someday,
See you around,
Yours sincerely,
Matt aka WornOutLife