Help Its starting to not feel so fun

[Surai]

Whats the point in living if i cant enjoy shit anymore. Nothing feels fun. It seems like everything I used to enjoy is losing its color. And even if I somehow get it to work, Its all short lived and so am I. Or it comes to bite me in the back. Im officially giving up

 

[bipolar22]

Same here. Tried going to the gym again but gave it up after few weeks. Just going outside in Canada makes me depressed seeing all these homeless drug addicts everywhere. My stomach always hurts now and I developed severe insomnia. I just sit on my computer day and night with a meal here and there. Least it cant get much worse

 

[HappiestAngel]

I feel the same way. Everything I do now is either mindless distraction, escapism or literally just sleeping. Though I've also become so apathetic that i am not that phased by this most of the time.
Honestly wish I had cbt'd before I became so apathetic and numb.