It's so over / vent

[FakeSmileGuy]

It's more over than it ever has been. I don't even know what I'm living for man. I literally have nothing to live for anymore. Feel like a waste of air and water. I don't even cry anymore, I've already grieved my death and cried for my family. Guess there's nothing left for me to cry over. I want to do it soon, but I know my lazy ass will find a way to put this off another month... Just a dumb mini rant. Feels like everything is moving and I'm stagnant, waiting for an end that I can bring about any time I want. I feel like I'm dragging my life further on than it should've ever gotten. I feel like shit and it's getting to a point where people are gonna start to notice. I should do it soon. It's so over.

 

[deepsweetdiver]

Finally someone put my feelings about my life into words... I do feel like I have grieved for myself and everyone around already. Now all I feel is drained and hope I get to the day I get ctb already.

If people notice you more often, I hope they atleast try to help you in some way. I think the last thing you need is anymore negativity.

Take care of yourself. <3

 

[FakeSmileGuy]

Thanks man, good to know there's someone on the same boat as me out there :)