Venting It’s so freaking difficult waiting for a few more days.

[SleepySept]

My SN source comes in at 4 days. It's hell waiting for it. I hate dealing with my outbursts of emotions leading up to it. I can't even enjoy being dissociated and being relaxed. All it's doing is reminding me of the feelings that convinced me to die.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Take it one day at a time. As cliche as that sounds.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it's so dreadful feeling trapped in this existence that just causes so much suffering. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.