sa666
End of the line
- Oct 29, 2023
- 26
Im insane, utterly insane. I keep chasing my own tail begging for it to not be real. You don't love me anymore how could you?
How could I have ever fooled myself into believing so? How could I have ever? I need to kill myself I can't take it anymore, why should I be here? What's the point? What's keeping me here when I can't stay with you? Why couldn't you have just stayed here with me? We could've been happy, we could have had everything together. You've ruined the future that didn't exist. I hate you, I hate that you've moved on and I hate that I can't live without you. I hate you u hate you I hate you. I hate that you drive me insane and I hate that you make me feel. I hate that I can still remember what your lips feel like, I hate you so much.
I don't want to be alone anymore, I just want someone to stay, I want someone to die with, someone to suffer as I have and to hold me. Someone who won't leave because I'm too difficult to handle. Please just stay.
I just want someone to love me as I love them.
How could I have ever fooled myself into believing so? How could I have ever? I need to kill myself I can't take it anymore, why should I be here? What's the point? What's keeping me here when I can't stay with you? Why couldn't you have just stayed here with me? We could've been happy, we could have had everything together. You've ruined the future that didn't exist. I hate you, I hate that you've moved on and I hate that I can't live without you. I hate you u hate you I hate you. I hate that you drive me insane and I hate that you make me feel. I hate that I can still remember what your lips feel like, I hate you so much.
I don't want to be alone anymore, I just want someone to stay, I want someone to die with, someone to suffer as I have and to hold me. Someone who won't leave because I'm too difficult to handle. Please just stay.
I just want someone to love me as I love them.
