Method it's not fair

[som1]

this is not fair just because I live in the middle east I can't order methods like you guys. I ordered SN and I'm not getting updates. I just want to ctb, please. I can't find any method available other than partial and I don't think that will work. why am I so unlucky if I had SN now I would be dead but I cant no method works for me. I don't even have a car to do the co method. It's been 9 days and I didn't get any update here in my country the customs are strict and I might go to prison. why cant I just die with peace. SN is my last hope and I don't think it will arrive. sorry for this post but I had to vent it hurts so much that I cant get a method that I'm comfortable with.

 

[wrybuzzard]

That's shit man, I'm sorry to hear it. I hope your SN arrives.

 

[som1]

That's shit man, I'm sorry to hear it. I hope your SN arrives.

I hope so to i cant stop freaking out i need it now

 

[rationaltake]

I understand. Life is so unfair.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. Ctb really is so difficult and I know that it is awful when you do not want to be here but you feel as though you are unable to leave this world. This life really is a nightmare. I wish we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and we could just exit peacefully at a time of our own choosing. It is so cruel how the society tries to force us to live. None of us asked for this suffering in the first place. It is certainly unfair. I wish you the best in whatever happens.