randomidiot

randomidiot

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Sep 12, 2021
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every year my birthday reminds me that i failed to achieve anything in life, especially ending it.
god i hate birthdays. hope it will be my last.
 
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suisuiforum

Experienced
Jul 4, 2021
237
I also hate my birthday, since it's what started this entire mess in the first place. It serves as a reminder of how we can only trudge towards mental and physical deterioration as the years pass by if we're unable to overcome the SI holding us back from true freedom. I hope you still get to enjoy something today, since you deserve to have a good birthday.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

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Sep 9, 2018
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Happy birthday, idiot!
 
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MeltedJello

MeltedJello

My brain is a liquid mess.
Aug 18, 2021
2,214
I feel the exact same way every birthday. I hope the day goes better than most days for you.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
Im dreading my birthday next year. For what it's worth, Happy Birthday! I hope it isn't too painful for you.
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
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I always wondered how we would measure age if we lived on a planet that took more than a lifetime to orbit the sun. Imagine earth was like Pluto with a 248 year period of revolution...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,207
Happy birthday. I hate my birthday too, and I dread mine this year. I do not like a day that is supposed to celebrate my existence, as I wish I was never born.
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
wishing you something nice for this day !!
 
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whywere

Visionary
Jun 26, 2020
2,904
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

My wish for you is a very happy day filled with great food, lots of beverages, sunny bright blue skies and the knowledge that you are a very kind soul.

Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

My best to the best,

Walter


Celebrate Happy Birthday GIF by Singapore Heart Foundation
 
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apathetic.

Shy
Aug 22, 2021
109
I don't like birthdays because each year I feel like a disappointment because it's a reminder that I'm still alive and not doing anything about it Xd

happy birthday to you tho
 
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littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
634
I understand. My birthday is also not something that I look forward to, and I'm always relieved when the clock strikes midnight and it's no longer my birthday. Just so much pressure to be super happy and do something fun on this one day, when I'm pissed off year-round for even being born in the first place. It's also just another reminder of how much of a failure I am and how nothing has gotten better. The whole thing just makes me incredibly sad.

For what it's worth: Happy birthday, OP. I feel for you, and I hope that you were able to get through the day okay. :hug:
 
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UseItOrLoseIt

1O'8
Dec 4, 2020
2,217
Wish you a... non-burdensome birthday!
 
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