viljalauss
he/they 21
- Aug 22, 2023
- 168
(i live in england so it's just started)
hmm .. this is more than likely the best birthday i've had / will have considering i'm surrounded with people i love rn and i'll get to hear my friends / bf celebrate me in my actual self and actual name .. even if at some point today my parents will say hbd to my deadname that won't be the entire day. the number of times i've cried on my birthday is at least two not least because of that
planning to take some lsd and go with my bf to the botanic gardens and / or a museum near us . i have been looking forward to it
not too sure how to not feel guilty about turning 21 though ? it'll creep up on me when i'm in a worse place (as soon as a few days probably) but right now that seems weirdly in suspense. i'd also considered ctbing before / near before my 21st birthday :. soon after may be a better bet. idk. i don't wanna live much longer
not sure what the point of this post was but yea hi
hmm .. this is more than likely the best birthday i've had / will have considering i'm surrounded with people i love rn and i'll get to hear my friends / bf celebrate me in my actual self and actual name .. even if at some point today my parents will say hbd to my deadname that won't be the entire day. the number of times i've cried on my birthday is at least two not least because of that
planning to take some lsd and go with my bf to the botanic gardens and / or a museum near us . i have been looking forward to it
not too sure how to not feel guilty about turning 21 though ? it'll creep up on me when i'm in a worse place (as soon as a few days probably) but right now that seems weirdly in suspense. i'd also considered ctbing before / near before my 21st birthday :. soon after may be a better bet. idk. i don't wanna live much longer
not sure what the point of this post was but yea hi
