Venting it's my birthday

[meltskelt]

sorry, im a bit drunk rigth now
so... its my birthday and I feel so misereble for not having died alredy and not having any one to call. I keep comparing myself and all I do is being depressed. For gods sake, I really hate birthdays

 

[GreenMarsh]

I hope if there's such thing as birthday magic, it makes your wish come true. Thank you for posting OP

 

[Enlighten]

sorry, im a bit drunk rigth now
so... its my birthday and I feel so misereble for not having died alredy and not having any one to call. I keep comparing myself and all I do is being depressed. For gods sake, I really hate birthdays

Happy birthday man! Comparing yourself with others only brings you down, especially with the rise of social media making it look like everyone has perfect lives. I hope you still enjoy your night.

 

[meltskelt]

I hope if there's such thing as birthday magic, it makes your wish come true. Thank you for posting OP

thanks so much

Happy birthday man! Comparing yourself with others only brings you down, especially with the rise of social media making it look like everyone has perfect lives. I hope you still enjoy your night.

I kind am, gonna go out today at least

 

[アホペンギン]

Happy birthday, I hope today will be good for you! :)

 

[Aim]

Happy birthday to you!!! <3 I wish you all good and may all your dreams come true! <3

 

[Epsilon Lyrae]

I feel you…
Many of us do. You're not alone, who compares themselves to others. And as Enlighten said

Comparing yourself with others only brings you down

and I totally agree. You're an individual and no two people are the same. You're going through your own path. Don't let your mind let you down by pointless comparisons

happy birthday, I wish you nothing but the best. And remember that we're always here for you. Have a good night and take care

 

[suicidalgirl96]

Happy Birthday! :) I'm really sorry you're going through this. I really hope you have a good day, I wish you all the best. <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd hate birthdays, I hate what birthdays represent which is the fact that I've suffered for yet another year even know no matter what it's one year closer to ceasing to exist. But anyway I wish you the best, I get that it's dreadful feeling stuck in this existence when you just wish to be gone.

 

[Amidaa]

Happy Birthday !!! Hope your day is going well. try not to compare your self with others that will just make things worse.
just try to relax for now, wish all the best friend.

 

[brokeandbroken]

Happy Birthday!!

 

[Some place nice]

Happy Birthday! I'm sorry you're hurting like that on your birthday. Hope it gets at least a little bit better!

 

[deathxo]

sorry, im a bit drunk rigth now
so... its my birthday and I feel so misereble for not having died alredy and not having any one to call. I keep comparing myself and all I do is being depressed. For gods sake, I really hate birthdays

Happy happy happy birthday!!
The programming runs so deep that I say this even while feeling super miserable on my own birthdays Still can't help but wish you!!

I try to limit my IG or any sort of social media where I can be exposed to others' live. Because I find envy to be a disgusting & gross emotion. I hate feeling it. I guess to compare was biologically wired to help us to adapt & keep evolving but I don't think our minds were made to handle just this barrage of so many curated lives or what the fuck to do with it.

But it's the comparison to people I personally knew & seeing or wondering about their lives that is the most painful. Sadly I cannot close the app of my memories so easily & just gotta ride it out until it stops hurting.