Spending it all alone I want to just take a lot of Benzos and sleep all day. I am in a state far away from home 1,500 miles and my support system and I feel so broken just like I want to disappear forever. I don't have friends or resources here to go out and blow out candles on a cake or anything I just feel alone from the world and that's how and where my family wants me I am only a burden to them. Just ordered my SN so I won't have to do this much longer.
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Return2Dust
Experienced
- Sep 28, 2019
- 246
Happy Birthday to you! This little community will celebrate with you.
Happy Birthday! You are not alone. Some people do care.
Time
Looking to leave.
- Nov 10, 2019
- 264
Happy Birthday, aloneintheworld! I'm sorry that it's not going better for you & I'm sorry that you feel the need to be on this site BUT I'm glad that you're here celebrating it with people that DO care that it's your birthday. 
Happy Birthday, aloneintheworld! I'm sorry that it's not going better for you & I'm sorry that you feel the need to be on this site BUT I'm glad that you're here celebrating it with people that DO care that it's your birthday.
Thank you I am trying my best on how to get through this day this is the hardest birthday I have ever encountered all my other ones I spent with my mom who always made sure I had a good day. But she had me blocked not allowed to contact her for 4 months and I am isolated in a different area of the country without my friends to celebrate with. Any tools you guys have to get through birthdays like this?
BPD_LE
The Queen of Meme
- Aug 11, 2019
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Azzy69
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- Aug 8, 2019
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Nem
Drs suck mega ass!
- Sep 3, 2018
- 1,489
Lotus
Experienced
- Dec 17, 2019
- 235
Happy birthday! I'm sorry that you're not in a good place with yourself or with your family. I hope you can find some sort of comfort being at this site with us.
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 10,339
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR (...PAUSE...) A-L-O-N-E-I-N-T-H-E-W-O-R-L-D !!!! (...PAUSE...)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!
Now go blow out the candles on the cake that @BPD_LE sent you....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR (...PAUSE...) A-L-O-N-E-I-N-T-H-E-W-O-R-L-D !!!! (...PAUSE...)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!
Now go blow out the candles on the cake that @BPD_LE sent you....
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chris8000
Experienced
- Dec 10, 2019
- 231
You've done well there, getting that nice birthday cake
Happy birthday.
Happy birthday.
Time
Looking to leave.
- Nov 10, 2019
- 264
I'm sorry to hear about your situation. Unfortunately, I've never really done much on my birthdays. Usually spend them alone drinking/getting high. And when I stopped that it was more about finding & using support groups (online or irl). Maybe, if you're up for it, you can find some sort of support group in your area? Or you can always continue to post here or PM with me other members.
TearyEyedQueen
In the wrong timeline
- Nov 14, 2019
- 366
Happy birthday!
We are here for you!
❤❤❤❤
We are here for you!
❤❤❤❤
TheDevilsAngel
LetMeFree
- Apr 22, 2019
- 768
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Happy birthday!
Sorry about the friends and family situation. Normally isn't fun to be alone on your birthday. While I never had no contact with family when I was just alone I normally just ate food I liked and kept myself distracted until bed.
Sorry about the friends and family situation. Normally isn't fun to be alone on your birthday. While I never had no contact with family when I was just alone I normally just ate food I liked and kept myself distracted until bed.
Happy Belated Birthday! I feel bad you were alone on your birthday. I hope today will be better for you.
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
Happy birthday, @aloneintheworld. I'm sorry you're in a hard situation. What would you *like* to do?
trilogy
can't help myself
- Sep 7, 2018
- 36
Despondent
Archangel
- Dec 20, 2019
- 6,777
Happy Birthday !! I know some times can definitely be lonely. We're here for you and you have a whole support system/family here also ❤
Moony21
Experienced
- Nov 23, 2018
- 273
Adieu
Member
- Jun 27, 2019
- 39
a.n.kirillov
velle non discitur
- Nov 17, 2019
- 1,831
Happy Birthday. I hope it will be the last one you have to spend alone!
Thank you for thisHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR (...PAUSE...) A-L-O-N-E-I-N-T-H-E-W-O-R-L-D !!!! (...PAUSE...)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!
Now go blow out the candles on the cake that @BPD_LE sent you....
Thank you all you beautiful souls for wishing me a happy birthday only one hour left until the day is over. I'm so grateful for this community and all the love and understanding that is here on it. You all are amazing
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