CannabisMuncher
You can call me kilometers, cuz ima kms ( He/Him )
- Dec 23, 2023
- 73
im too fucking weak to do it
i cant ctb im too scared i cant go through
im in love and it hurts, i still live with my parents because apartments are expensive and id be homeless, I cant live freely because of this, i want to kill myself in front of all the people who hurt me or that i hurt, saying sorry and fuck you to each respectively
i want to say im fine but i dont even understand what being fine is anymore. I havent even gotten to 30 yet and i already want to leave. But i cant
everything fucking sucks and i wish i could get rid of the pain
I am going to cut a chunk of skin off later and hope the physical pain can numb my emotional pain. I havent slept in days and im begining to see things. I dont have enough people to talk to nor do i have any way or strength to end it
i dont have the strength to live or die
i am stuck in a horrid limbo and i cant seem to leave
i cant ctb im too scared i cant go through
im in love and it hurts, i still live with my parents because apartments are expensive and id be homeless, I cant live freely because of this, i want to kill myself in front of all the people who hurt me or that i hurt, saying sorry and fuck you to each respectively
i want to say im fine but i dont even understand what being fine is anymore. I havent even gotten to 30 yet and i already want to leave. But i cant
everything fucking sucks and i wish i could get rid of the pain
I am going to cut a chunk of skin off later and hope the physical pain can numb my emotional pain. I havent slept in days and im begining to see things. I dont have enough people to talk to nor do i have any way or strength to end it
i dont have the strength to live or die
i am stuck in a horrid limbo and i cant seem to leave
