Venting It's getting bad again

[BBY]

I was doing alright for a while but now I think I've fallen back into the same hole. I wanna ctb, started to sh again and my ed is making a return. I feel disgusting and I want to pull my body apart. I want to look as sick as I feel. I was doing alright. Why am I back here again????

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really dreadful and tiring having to suffer like that, I find it awful how existing here can very easily get much worse. But anyway best wishes.

 

[marshmallowfluff]

Surviving depression is so hard, more so when you know you will get better just to become unwell again at some point. Thinking of you

 

[chop]

Hey mN it's up to you what you wanna do, life sucks and sometimes things don't get better regardless I wish you only the best.

 

[Lost Magic]

Life is full of ups and downs friend. Sorry, you are feeling this way right now. I know, it sucks. Just do what makes you feel content and try to relax. Nobody said life was easy, did they?