Story It'll be an adventure

[FTL.Wanderer]

I was watching this film tonight about four brothers. The youngest on his deathbed asked one of his brothers, "What's next for me?" His older brother awkwardly answered, "I don't know." The youngest brother lay back, closed his eyes, and said, "Then, it'll be an adventure." I felt envious. I wish I could embrace what's coming as serenely.

 

[Deleted member 1496]

Do you mean what's coming as life or death?

Although it'll be scary, at that moment, for me death in the long run will be a merciful release, it will be tranquil and silent. No more worrying about medical bills or medical issues, no more trying to say the right thing but messing up the words that come out of my mouth. No more being punished when I did the best I could, especially given what I had and no more needing to endure, deal, or cope with a world and people that are so wrong, backwards, or unnecessarily hurtful. I think I'll enjoy death because I won't be alive to suffer from it.

The only reason I haven't gone yet is so that others won't be impacted by my unexpected self-termination. I wish suicide was a normal part of life: suicide acceptance instead of suicide awareness. (And honestly, what does being "aware" achieve? I can talk about it, but gamble that I won't be held in the psych ward and labelled in my records? And talk with people who don't understand my suicide, yet already have made their decision as to whether it's right or wrong? Pro-life is killing me, more than it is saving me. I wish so badly I was dead already. And what's messed up is that more has been done bad to me than I to them, yet I'm the one who needs to end it. And I'm the one seen with problems.)

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

I seriously hope it is an adventure. A peaceful adventure because this shithole of a modern life is anything but an adventure.

 

[Wolfjob_dayjob]

I was watching this film tonight about four brothers. The youngest on his deathbed asked one of his brothers, "What's next for me?" His older brother awkwardly answered, "I don't know." The youngest brother lay back, closed his eyes, and said, "Then, it'll be an adventure." I felt envious. I wish I could embrace what's coming as serenely.

I agree. I'm scared. I was strapped into this rollercoaster and whatever is coming is coming. I cant think about not being or possibly know. Not being and black forever? So scared....trying to get better. Close moments between siblings make me cry anyways, I am full of lots of emotion and envy close relationships between siblings and stuff. I would cry at the scene... It sounds familiar.

 

[HappyEnding]

Honestly, I see myself exploring the afterlife. I believe it consists of different worlds and realities, and since I'm religious I also see myself speaking with different gods and goddesses and gaining wisdom from them. I dunno, that's just me. I wanna be an explorer when I die.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

Do you mean what's coming as life or death?

Although it'll be scary, at that moment, for me death in the long run will be a merciful release, it will be tranquil and silent. No more worrying about medical bills or medical issues, no more trying to say the right thing but messing up the words that come out of my mouth. No more being punished when I did the best I could, especially given what I had and no more needing to endure, deal, or cope with a world and people that are so wrong, backwards, or unnecessarily hurtful. I think I'll enjoy death because I won't be alive to suffer from it.

The only reason I haven't gone yet is so that others won't be impacted by my unexpected self-termination. I wish suicide was a normal part of life: suicide acceptance instead of suicide awareness. (And honestly, what does being "aware" achieve? I can talk about it, but gamble that I won't be held in the psych ward and labelled in my records? And talk with people who don't understand my suicide, yet already have made their decision as to whether it's right or wrong? Pro-life is killing me, more than it is saving me. I wish so badly I was dead already. And what's messed up is that more has been done bad to me than I to them, yet I'm the one who needs to end it. And I'm the one seen with problems.)

Brava/-o! Exactly!

Honestly, I see myself exploring the afterlife. I believe it consists of different worlds and realities, and since I'm religious I also see myself speaking with different gods and goddesses and gaining wisdom from them. I dunno, that's just me. I wanna be an explorer when I die.

What exciting imagery. I can see how it would make someone look forward to it. I really, really envy you.

 

[HappyEnding]

Okay FTL.Wanderer, then if the afterlife is how I believe it to be, then I shall take you with me if we ever meet on the other side. We're gonna see new lands, meet new people/beings/entities, and learn so much :) I wanna a travel with a group of others, whether they be spirits or otherworldly entities if such things exist. It's gonna be a blast compared to my small boring town :D

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

Okay FTL.Wanderer, then if the afterlife is how I believe it to be, then I shall take you with me if we ever meet on the other side. We're gonna see new lands, meet new people/beings/entities, and learn so much :) I wanna a travel with a group of others, whether they be spirits or otherworldly entities if such things exist. It's gonna be a blast compared to my small boring town :D

Will pizza and rum be involved?

 

[HappyEnding]

Yes they will, EmotionlessWnderer! We can drink ourselves silly and shove as much pizza in our mouths as we want! :D
And cake. There has to be cake. My sweet tooth is never-ending.