aeri
𑁍ˡᵒᵛᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳᵛᵉᵈ ᵖʳⁱⁿᶜᵉˢˢ
- Jan 29, 2020
- 134
I always feel like im wasting food and money by eating, since I'd like to ctb soon I shouldn't be wasting all this
Moreover I can see I actually don't deserve food, im so fat lol
but yeah, it really really sucks to have an eating disorder (OSFED in my case) and also depression, I've been dealing with both since I was like 11 but this last year my eating disorder really got... overwhelming
and when i plan suicide dates but actually don't attempt (most of the time because the bitch is scared, yes me im the bitch), I end up comfort eating and then i regret because I'm already fat so I shouldn't eat so then I feel even more suicidal
smh it's fucked up and honestly annoying
Moreover I can see I actually don't deserve food, im so fat lol
but yeah, it really really sucks to have an eating disorder (OSFED in my case) and also depression, I've been dealing with both since I was like 11 but this last year my eating disorder really got... overwhelming
and when i plan suicide dates but actually don't attempt (most of the time because the bitch is scared, yes me im the bitch), I end up comfort eating and then i regret because I'm already fat so I shouldn't eat so then I feel even more suicidal
smh it's fucked up and honestly annoying