Venting it never feels like anything i go through can justify how sad i am

[K-β]

i was sexually violated but not assaulted or anything physical, i self harmed but it never scarred, i'm treated like shit by the people around me but never outright abused. it's like some kind of joke where i'm put through awful things but never made to suffer enough so as to where i feel deserving of pity. i just feel miserable.