It just hurts.

[FarAcrossTheWater]

I have lived many years trying to be better but it still hurts. It just hurts. I regret everything in life. Suicide is my salvation. It brings hope and joy to my weary heart.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relieved at the thought of leaving this existence, in my case the only relief could ever lie in death, I see suicide as the best way to die as it's on our own terms.