It is time

[Gevatsu]

I'm pretty sure no one knows who I am but I've been here for awhile. I never thought I would make another goodbye thread.

I'm so grateful for a site such as this. It's great to have people who can understand you, as well as being able to discuss a topic such as suicide. I thank you all for that. You are all amazing and I'm sorry that CTB is the only escape out of the life we never asked for.

I have fasted for 7 hours and have taken all of the medicine necessary to make this method more of a success. I will drink my SN a few minutes after this thread is posted.

I am so very scared.
If i'm not active within two days, assume I'm gone. Goodbye, everyone <3

 

[Tyuiop]

Don't be scared, death is natural and we will all be there eventually.
I wish that, whatever happens, your suffering should end.

 

[Gevatsu]

Don't be scared, death is natural and we will all be there eventually.
I wish that, whatever happens, your suffering should end.

Its so hard to overcome that fear. I want it all to end.

 

[Tyuiop]

Its so hard to overcome that fear. I want it all to end.

It's your choice to do it or not.
If you're afraid of hell, i can only tell you that suicide shouldn't doom you. Whatever you decide, good luck!

 

[Gevatsu]

Just drank it. It's time to leave this life. I hope I dont fail.

 

[sini]

If it doesn't work out then welcome back. I haven't seen you before but I can tell that you are real kind and loving person. I wish I had known you in this life but maybe we can meet in next life.

I send all my love and support for you in any case.

 

[blueming]

Good luck, I hope you will find your peace ^^ It's normal to be scared, just know that your suffering in this world will be over soon <3

 

[Gevatsu]

Thanks, everyone. Im shaking right now. Im terrified. I must perserve through this.

 

[starcrossedfate]

Good luck, Gevatsu. I'm sorry things ended this way.

 

[worldexploder]

Good luck with eveything. I wish you a peaceful passing and an end to all your suffering.

 

[Gevatsu]

Zofran didnt do the trick. I vomited pretty much everything.

 

[starcrossedfate]

Zofran didnt do the trick. I vomited pretty much everything.

Are you okay right now?

 

[worldexploder]

Zofran didnt do the trick. I vomited pretty much everything.

I'm so sorry this happened to you. Are you still feeling sick from it?

 

[blueming]

Zofran didnt do the trick. I vomited pretty much everything.

Oh no I hope you're okay :(

 

[Miss clefable]

Hugs you tightly hope your okay i hope you passed peacefully no suffering

 

[Help_Me]

I'm a bit worried.. How do you feel right now ?

 

[iHeartRockArt]

Hugs you tightly hope your okay i hope you passed peacefully no suffering

She got sick & vomited

 

[Miss clefable]

She got sick & vomited

:( please be okay

 

[Help_Me]

Still no response(( hope she did not pass out, unless she felt really really sick.

 

[Armadillo]

I am sorry OP. Are you still with us?

 

[worldexploder]

I really hope she's ok.

 

[Miss clefable]

SN maybe taking effect she might have fallen a sleep

 

[worldexploder]

SN maybe taking effect she might have fallen a sleep

Can it still be lethal after throwing up like that?

 

[NoOneKnows]

yes it still can be lethal...I wish you no suffering, in whatever condition you are in <3 sending love

 

[toolateforme]

Safe travels <3

 

[Armadillo]

Maybe she's gone...

 

[worldexploder]

Maybe she's gone...

Maybe. She suffered enough and deserves peace. If she is gone I hope she went quickly without agony.

 

[blueming]

Maybe. She suffered enough and deserves peace. If she is gone I hope she went quickly without agony.

Me too, I really hope she's at peace.

 

[Sinbad]

yes it still can be lethal...I wish you no suffering, in whatever condition you are in <3 sending love

Could you explain how its still lethal or could you attach a link with an explanation, please?

 

[Thoughtforms]

I hope you made it. My fear would be someone smelling the vomiting and finding you