It is comforting knowing that I can end it at any time

[CatLove56]

I don't own a gun but I'm sure I can get one fairly easily but even then if it really gets to that point I'll find a way. Knowing I can get out of this hellhole whenever I want it's a comforting feeling.

 

[Blue Rose]

I can relate you. When I realised that I could control my life, body, even death on my will, I could feel pure happiness and true peace in my mind.

 

[WornOutLife]

It certainly is. The thing is, I don't know how the hell I'll get out of this hell.
I wish I could get a gun easily.

 

[Biggie]

Totally, you finally feel in control and enabled to be pro-choice rather than controlled by society. I'd place bets that a decent portion of people are at lower risk of CTB when they acquire the means earlier on rather than later on or not at all - sounds silly but in my experience what we crave is that control and being at peace with ourselves on our own terms. A comfort blanket of sorts.