Im just so tired I want to go to sleep forever. My parents worry about me too much and that only makes me feel worse. My heart hurts so much. Gone through a really messy breakup recently. Im so sick of the hurting. He never really cared about me, he just loved how much I cared about him. I invested so much in him. I pushed away my family for him. He was like a light at the end of the tunnel, I thought I'd found my person. I don't have any friends nowadays, I'm too socially anxious to make friends. I've been taking prozac but its not helped enough. Smoking weed every night to try and cope. I've not got a job, and I don't have any aspirations for a career. Im just so sick of it all. I want to die but I'm too much of a coward to do it. I feel like I can't talk to anyone at all. Im just stuck in my own head with my own torturous thoughts and I'm so. fucking. sick. of. it. The one person who was meant to be there for me turned out to be a dickhead. Putting me down when I was sad or angry or scared. Telling me constantly he could get better than me. I obviously believe it. It makes the breakup hurt that much more. Thanks for reading this silly rant guys.
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