It hurts so much

[sohopelessandempty]

I can't even think straight, being alive is so excruciating. It never ends. The pain never ceases. And it's hard to be honest with anyone in my personal life without fearing hospitalization, or other negative consequences. At least here we can say whatever we want without those fears. I just wish this pain would go away, death is the only way to get rid of it but I am trapped alive due to circumstances that take forever to explain.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I always find it so painful to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence, for me every second is torture to be conscious, all I want is some peace from the cruelty, suffering and torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again, I hope you find the relief you search for.