Venting It has been 2 years

[wtg]

Like the title said, my first post was 2 years ago and it was talking about the deadline i made for myself. Now, it is less than 1 year left i have and i dont see any improvement or any single thing that i have achieved during these 2 years. I feel so shitty everyday. Even after 2 years. Fuck this feelings.

 

[EmptyBottle]

hi, first time seeing u (iirc)... sorry that conditions are still bad. Feel free to share updates and more details if u wish (or not, sharing more is optional).

 

[wtg]

hi, first time seeing u (iirc)... sorry that conditions are still bad. Feel free to share updates and more details if u wish (or not, sharing more is optional).

Yeah, im not an active member, more of a lurker here but yeah. I will die knowing i have done nothing my entire life.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Yeah, im not an active member, more of a lurker here but yeah. I will die knowing i have done nothing my entire life.

not nothing, u posted stuff that I can read ^^

I used to browse this place since before 2021 to sometime 2024, before eventually making an account.

 

[wtg]

not nothing, u posted stuff that I can read ^^

I used to browse this place since before 2021 to sometime 2024, before eventually making an account.

It is not an achievement. I meant something significant for my life or some other shit but yeah. Im stuck here in perpetual loop that wont end till i die

 

[EmptyBottle]

It is not an achievement. I meant something significant for my life or some other shit but yeah. Im stuck here in perpetual loop that wont end till i die

BTW, I have failed courses several times... wished to CTB on and off... and got into unproductivity for months while wishing CTB to avoid the inevitable results... tho somehow was given a chance to do work I got stuck on.. which I somehow managed to use, with assistance from parents.

^v^

 

[wtg]

BTW, I have failed courses several times... wished to CTB on and off... and got into unproductivity for months while wishing CTB to avoid the inevitable results... tho somehow was given a chance to do work I got stuck on.. which I somehow managed to use, with assistance from parents.

^v^

Chill out, it's not like im gonna kill myself rn. I will though just not now.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Chill out, it's not like im gonna kill myself rn. I will though just not now.

U mentioned 1 year to go, tho oops, didn't mean to be too pushy.