Method It finally arrived!!!

[Sinai Silence]

The SN I ordered from I has come and I've never felt so happy!

I have everything I need and its just a matter of time now; I can wait like I said I would or go as I please. At least I have that choice now, it feels like such a weight off of my shoulders. I have butterflies in my stomach.

The tracking never changed and here it turns up today lol. Unluckily my mum saw the package but it being all in Russian meant shes none the wiser thank Christ. I just need to find a good place to store it where no one will find it.

All that needs doing once I'm prepared to ctb is writing my notes to people and deleting everything.

The beginning of the end.

 

[Fear191829218]

Congratulations! Im still waiting for mine but this gives me hope lol..

 

[parasytes_]

You're so lucky! I live in the US so it's definitely easier to get, but it's taking forever for the guy to ship my order.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Congratulations, mate. It feels good to be able to wrap things up; you're right about it being a huge weight off of the shoulders. I hope your mom doesn't grow suspicious as you begin to finalize everything!

 

[Zappfe lover]

The SN I ordered from I has come and I've never felt so happy!

I have everything I need and its just a matter of time now; I can wait like I said I would or go as I please. At least I have that choice now, it feels like such a weight off of my shoulders. I have butterflies in my stomach.

The tracking never changed and here it turns up today lol. Unluckily my mum saw the package but it being all in Russian meant shes none the wiser thank Christ. I just need to find a good place to store it where no one will find it.

All that needs doing once I'm prepared to ctb is writing my notes to people and deleting everything.

The beginning of the end.

Great to see you happy, even though it's kinda sad that death brings more comfort than life...

Whatever you do, may you find peace (:

 

[mrj]

Congrats! (eeven tho i envy you a little bit for already having it)
For me ordering it was already a little "relief" and hopefully it will arrive at some point as well ^^

Must be great to finally have the option right in front of you as a real option, and being able to make a choice. May you find peace in the path you decide to choose

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Saying congratulations seems a little out of place to someone trying to end their life, but yay? Epic? Seems like a good thing for you.

 

[Dead girl walking]

I can't say congratulations either. We all struggle but whilst there's breathe in your body it would be fantastic if you could live one day/ 1 hour/ 10 mins at a time. You have waited patiently this long and I get this is a comfort for you to have preparations. My ropes are mine and I was saved during a recent attempt. I figure we must have a tiny bit of hope to go on living. I hope u take each moment as it comes and hard as it is look for reasons to live. That place we find ourselves isn't permanent. If your minds made up, right now I feel sad for you. You deserve more from this earth

 

[HeavensOpenDoor]

Congrats!

 

[Sinai Silence]

Thanks for all the messages guys. I'll be sure to make an update post once things have progressed.

 

[Joey]

I wish you peace

 

[NorthernStar]

May you have an easy journey, whatever path you choose.

 

[Cashewmilk]

I have it too but I'm not excited. I can't get antiemetics and I know it's going to be extremely painful

 

[Sinai Silence]

I have it too but I'm not excited. I can't get antiemetics and I know it's going to be extremely painful

I hope you're able to get your hands on some before you decide to go.

 

[lifeisbutadream]

But it saddens me that so many people here are so young...

 

[oasis]

May I ask how long did the delivery take?