Venting It feels like I'm living in a repeating cycle

[Ksmиda]

Every day is just the same, with only small new things happening sometimes. It feels like I'm living the same day every day again and again, and dying seems like the only escape. I can't even cry to let out my emotions so I'm just stuck feeling the same until it goes away.

I just don't want to keep going, I want to leave. I hope I die in my sleep. I hope I go to the afterlife where everything is perfect
I don't like this, I want to go home

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly understandable just wishing to fall asleep eternally, I understand that it's so dreadful and torturous feeling trapped in this futile existence.