It doesn't matter if we all die

[figurehead]

That's from 100 years by The Cure. I'm a huge, enormous fan, whether I'm manic or down the dumps. Death, suicide, is a frequent topic. When I'm suicidal, my husband many times turn to me and say "What if you kill yourself now and they release a record??" Sorry it's a terrible joke. I just felt like quoting them. It's just strange how music and literature can bring you up or down just like a magic powder,

 

[Hyes]

Music seems to be the only thing I find myself feeling emotions with recently