Help Is this a good addiction to have?

[SuicidalCurryBoy]

I'm well endowed, but ugly face + childhood trauma, so ended up incel.

I've had a few online stuff, where I've been involved with about 7 girls. Only dated one of them irl, but we didn't have sex.

I found out that reddit has entire subreddits where people post their merch, and screenshots of reacts with names redacted.

I posted my earliest one, and I got a message from a girl, asking to see. It felt so good. I probably won't even meet these girls irl. But I'm okay with online stuff too.

I tend to get addicted to people.

Was wondering if I should keep doing this or not.

It's a massive dopamine and ego boost.