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Ross

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Jul 7, 2019
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I'm newly reading up on all this and what seems clear from things I've read (and this site) is people appear to have made mind up clearly and seems nothing will change it.

Is there anything that would change it for u? Maybe getting back with ex, making up with family, getting new job or even a big win like the lotto?
 
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1234dave

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Oct 5, 2018
369
If someone could repair my damaged nervous system that has been completely destroyed repair
 
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SinisterKid

SinisterKid

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Jun 1, 2019
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A body that works maybe? A mind that is not broken beyond all recognition possibly? Vast sums of money?

NOPE, cant say any of those are likely to happen in the near future, so its business as usual.
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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Money would make me comfortable for some time, but not eliminate the need to ctb. Eventually age is a horror, no matter how much money you have.
 
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1234dave

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Oct 5, 2018
369
Damaged by doctors negligence
 
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Kirkscoobz

Kirkscoobz

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Feb 8, 2019
219
A leg amputation would be a start to end the daily pain that a botched up surgeon did to try and repair my knee.
 
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Fr2

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Jun 15, 2019
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Yes, there is. And I have asked for it explicitly countless times, online and offline, to strangers and to people I know. One thing. One thing that almost all people have just like that. One thing that I have never had no matter what. I asked and nobody ever gave a fuck.
 
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Ross

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Jul 7, 2019
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Yes, there is. And I have asked for it explicitly countless times, online and offline, to strangers and to people I know. One thing. One thing that almost all people have just like that. One thing that I have never had no matter what I did. I asked and nobody ever gave a fuck.

Try me. If I can help I will
 
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Breezy

Breezy

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Jun 30, 2019
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honestly I'm not sure. If it weren't for my dog and my girlfriend pets I'm taking care of, I probably would've shot myself the summer after she CTB.
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
Yes, there is. And I have asked for it explicitly countless times, online and offline, to strangers and to people I know. One thing. One thing that almost all people have just like that. One thing that I have never had no matter what I did. I asked and nobody ever gave a fuck.
Is it double mastectomy?
I'm guessing double mastectomy.
 
Pilum Muralis

Pilum Muralis

“We'll never be as young as we are tonight.”
Jul 2, 2019
187
If my pain were at least manageable. I think I could deal with the other things going on, it's just the pain makes daily living..not worth living.
However, even with that, I would probably still cbt if my husband were to pass away. He's my only friend and family, and I don't want to be alone in my old age.
 
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Iwantoutrightnow

Experienced
Jun 27, 2019
274
If someone could tell me how to feel clean inside, if the flashbacks and nightmares stopped, if I wasn't tortured 24/7 by my life... then maybe
 
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Asta

Asta

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Jun 7, 2019
318
... I would probably still cbt if my husband were to pass away. He's my only friend and family, and I don't want to be alone in my old age.
I understand completely - I'm with you! I will definitely go when my husband does! He's my best friend and the only family left. There will finally be nothing to keep me here! :hug:
 
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