Is there anyone/anything you want to stay around for?

[SHThrowAway213]

I'm staying for the time being for a music festival in June and Jimmy Carr in October.
I'm also staying for my husband, as I know he won't get a chance for these 2 events.
After October, if I can wait that long, I'm done

Is there anything /anyone why your still here?

 

[Maravillosa]

I want to complete and successfully publish the novel I am writing (which I estimate would take about two years). Also, I want to outlive my mother, who is 80 and completely bedbound (though she could easily live another 10 years). I have to wipe Mom's bottom and change her diaper a few times a day. If I were to predecease my mother, she would have to enter a nursing home, which she would hate. But once Mom is dead and I have established some sort of literary reputation, I hope to be out of here (God willing, of course).

 

[Mr2005]

Getting my girlfriend pregnant, getting my playlist done.

 

[randomz]

Well, apart from my girlfriend and my SI, there is not much lefto to live for. I could also point out my favourite hobby - video games as a reason to stay, but....I don't know, it is not that strong argument in favor of life.

 

[faust]

I want to complete and successfully publish the novel I am writing (which I estimate would take about two years). Also, I want to outlive my mother, who is 80 and completely bedbound (though she could easily live another 10 years). I have to wipe Mom's bottom and change her diaper a few times a day. If I were to predecease my mother, she would have to enter a nursing home, which she would hate. But once Mom is dead and I have established some sort of literary reputation, I hope to be out of here (God willing, of course).

I am writing a novel too, already more than 200 pages, but hardly find strength to go on.

 

[Halo13]

My dog.

 

[A_Poetic_Death]

A potentially great future that doesn't exist.

My goddaughter, but she wouldn't remember me.

Rick and Morty season 4.

 

[Heart of Ice]

Honestly, there are things I enjoy, but once I'm dead I won't miss them.

 

[Conflicted Cat]

This is basically the cycle I'm going through.

*New awesome video game gets announced.*
"Oooooo, looks like I'm gonna have to stay alive for this one!"
*Game comes out, plays game.*
"Welp, that was fun while it lasted, guess I'm ready to die now."
*New awesome video game gets announced.*
"Oooooo, looks like I'm gonna have to stay alive for this one!"

 

[Lostbetweenworlds]

Well, I'm currently in therapy which is about 8 weeks.. after that.. i will prep everything, and ctb by N hopefully on the 24th of March.

 

[Deleted member 13412]

Getting my girlfriend pregnant, getting my playlist done.

n the cycle of suffering continues...

 

[Oyoy]

My dog.

I wish I was your dog.

 

[Klee_]

no I still don't have the guts to do it

 

[Oyoy]

I want to complete and successfully publish the novel I am writing (which I estimate would take about two years). Also, I want to outlive my mother, who is 80 and completely bedbound (though she could easily live another 10 years). I have to wipe Mom's bottom and change her diaper a few times a day. If I were to predecease my mother, she would have to enter a nursing home, which she would hate. But once Mom is dead and I have established some sort of literary reputation, I hope to be out of here (God willing, of course).

You are a bad ass. I would love to out live my folks. I hope your mom appreciates your loyalty.

 

[Oyoy]

Not that this is any of my but are you implying that you're holding off on suicide so you can have a child, and then cbt'ing afterwards?

I thought the same thing but thought it would be to pro life to post. It's ironic to be judgemental. Although I am. I guess not having kids gave me leeway to think I have a clue.

 

[NeverHungry]

At the moment, for my family. But I'll have to make peace with this eventually. I just hate disappointing people.

 

[Oyoy]

My man and getting out of Kansas.

 

[squirtsoda]

SpaceX Starship first launch, but I don't think I'll make it that long

 

[porfin1234]

My dad. That's about it at this point.
I don't want to wait much longer. Not after what I've done.

 

[Halo13]

I wish I was your dog.

Aww he's definitely very loved and well taken care of. Only thing that keeps me going anymore.

 

[140 bpm]

I want to complete and successfully publish the novel I am writing (which I estimate would take about two years). Also, I want to outlive my mother, who is 80 and completely bedbound (though she could easily live another 10 years). I have to wipe Mom's bottom and change her diaper a few times a day. If I were to predecease my mother, she would have to enter a nursing home, which she would hate. But once Mom is dead and I have established some sort of literary reputation, I hope to be out of here (God willing, of course).

I am writing a novel too, already more than 200 pages, but hardly find strength to go on.

I just started writing as well. Don't know how fast it will go, but it's the only proper reason I see to stay yet. Ctb should be perfect end of that drama.

 

[Polly]

My cat.

 

[Squiddy]

My family and friends plus fear of the unknown.

 

[R_N]

SI is the only thing keeping me alive.

 

[Mr2005]

n the cycle of suffering continues...

It always does with suicide

 

[Thereisnothing]

My heart and soul is broken and gone.....I have nothing or anyone to stay here/around for. The last person who loved and cared about me, passed to spirit in December and now I am totally alone. The pain and emptiness is indescribable. I have so many health problems that life been so hard for so many years, but struggled on and had support, now am alone. I tied to CTB last week and failed. I would love to be by the sea again, but that is bittersweet in itself as last time was at the sea was with my dad, had the most beautiful holiday together, was so difficult physically but the joy and memories it gave. The sea means so much to me, but don't know if could bare going alone now, I just hope there is sea in the spirit world. I am thinking all the time there must be something to staty here for, but just too empty. When you have noone at all, then its hell.

 

[StillWaiting]

Nothing actually.
Just find it hard to start planning

 

[TheEndof]

My son.

Getting my girlfriend pregnant, getting my playlist done.

Please don't

 

[waterbottleman]

The US presidential election.

If you thought the 2016 election was crazy buckle up for 2020!

 

[Ghost2211]

It is very sweet and considerate that you are awaiting so that he can have the ability to have happy memories with you, and the ability to enjoy these events.