Discussion Is there a freedom to not caring for your life?

[Sea of Blood]

Would you say being suicidal has made you limitless? As though you could do anything you want, you don't have to worry about impressing yourself, or others, or do things you don't wanna do. If you feel like your career's holding you back from doing certain things in your life, then suicide made you feel like you just can do those things now that you don't care if you're dead or alive.

I hope you guys get what I mean.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

On one hand yes, feels quite nice to not give a shit, on the other i'm too depressed to actually do anything lol.

 

[NightmareTour]

In a way, but recklessness can also just make the time leading up to ctb worse.

 

[Sea of Blood]

On one hand yes, feels quite nice to not give a shit, on the other i'm too depressed to actually do anything lol.

I've always been this way since I was a child as well. Just never cared as much as people did for things related to me.

My grades are dropping? Oh well. People seem to give more of a shit than I do lol, but then again I really wanna channel this "carelessness" into something productive at least to see if I can make something special of myself before I'm dead.

 

[Lilacmoon]

we dont have to worry about long term anymore. aging is no longer an issue since i won't live to see my youth really fade.

 

[Lost31]

I've always been afraid of heights, but not anymore. When I fall....well i don't care