All I'm gonna say is that I think there's more to existence than meets the eye. I sometimes think, not believe, that consciousness has to exist for the universe to do something. What that something is I don't know, maybe it is for us to suffer. I am however staunchly atheist and consider myself a pessimist nihilist. All I truly know is that I know nothing. All I can do is think about why or what or how anything is the way it is. I look at this existence with open eyes and all I see is void. I believe humans created religion to cope with this reality. That's why there are so many religions cause so many people want to fill that void with what they want to perceive. I also think that most of the heads of those religions have caught on and believe it's all bullshit. So in effect all they are left with is to manipulate and control the populace and feel that power that they can't have when they confront the void. All in all I 'believe' every religion is a farce and nothing more than words. The universe however is not dictated by our words it is totally different than anything we could possibly imagine. You ever see the ending of 2001 a space odyssey movie when he experiences the weirdness of what nature is? When I first saw that it blew me away to think that what he must have witnessed and only got a glimpse of what was and is. And even at that that scene what nothing more than human creative thinking and I believe that this universe is far weirder, far more crazier, far more existence than we can even to begin to imagine. All of our science is but a tiny tiny blip of knowledge compared to whatever the fuck this universe is. It could be a simulation upon simulations. Or a dream by another being in another reality. Or a multiverse fractal where every possibility is played out. Or maybe none of this actually exist and we are the voids way of coping with itself especially since it can't feel or suffer. So many goddamn possibilities and I'm just scratching the surface. Nature is far grander than human imagination and it sucks not knowing or being part of the action and how humans are so disconnected from whatever the universe is experiencing in its totality. Again all I know I that I know nothing. Absolutely fuckng nothing.