Is the anything that will make you feel a little better before ctb or make you live a little longer

[StillWaiting]

Just wondering if there is anything that you will want to do before you ctb to feel a little better or is there anything that help you get by everyday till you decide to live on or ctb

 

[Painted Bird]

Yes, I'd like to draw some more pictures, I'd like to improve and draw better, that would make me feel better. How about you, @StillWaiting ?

 

[cryptic_cynic]

Drugs

 

[StillWaiting]

Yes, I'd like to draw some more pictures, I'd like to improve and draw better, that would make me feel better. How about you, @StillWaiting ?

That's nice, I always want to be able to draw but no matter how I try, it just doesn't get better.
Good luck! Hope you will be able to draw better soon.

 

[RM5998]

Finishing my game. Although the roadblock there is being better at art for me as well.

 

[Painted Bird]

Thank you very much for your kind words, @StillWaiting . Sorry for a belated reply. Maybe you shouldn't give up drawing yet, perhaps you're just too harsh for yourself. Did you post any of your drawings in the official art thread?

 

[StillWaiting]

Thank you very much for your kind words, @StillWaiting . Sorry for a belated reply. Maybe you shouldn't give up drawing yet, perhaps you're just too harsh for yourself. Did you post any of your drawings in the official art thread?

Not yet, I don't really dare to see the thread because I know there are too many talented people there.
My drawing is probably worse than a lot of kids' drawings. Dont know how to start improving. How about you, have you posted there

 

[Rocksandsand]

My dog. I adore him so much, even though I feel like a terrible owner. He doesn't get walked enough because I struggle to leave the house. So I feel guilty about having him, but fuck he lights up my day.

I also want to tie up some legal stuff I have going on. The cash settlement would be really good so I have something to give my brother and dad when I die.

 

[StillWaiting]

My dog. I adore him so much, even though I feel like a terrible owner. He doesn't get walked enough because I struggle to leave the house. So I feel guilty about having him, but fuck he lights up my day.

I also want to tie up some legal stuff I have going on. The cash settlement would be really good so I have something to give my brother and dad when I die.

It is nice to hear that you still have a dog that still mentally supports you.
I kinda wish to adopt a cat to make feel less anxious but I feel that he/she deserve a better owner.

 

[Painted Bird]

Not yet, I don't really dare to see the thread because I know there are too many talented people there.
My drawing is probably worse than a lot of kids' drawings. Dont know how to start improving. How about you, have you posted there

No, I haven't posted there either for reasons similar to yours. I don't think my drawings are good enough and I've seen some really impressive art there. That's also why I don't even visit deviantart anymore, seeing so many talented people's art makes me feel kind of low.

 

[StillWaiting]

No, I haven't posted there either for reasons similar to yours. I don't think my drawings are good enough and I've seen some really impressive art there. That's also why I don't even visit deviantart anymore, seeing so many talented people's art makes me feel kind of low.

Same here I can't motivate myself to practice. Everytime I try to draw ,my drawing just looks ugly and I can't get myself to continue practising

 

[Jolene40]

Yes, one huge huge thing, just one! To have some respite from my horrific diseases, to have some slight improvement so thst I can function a bit better day to day, be independent, suffer less pain and improved brain function and be a proper mum to my son

 

[StillWaiting]

Yes, one huge huge thing, just one! To have some respite from my horrific diseases, to have some slight improvement so thst I can function a bit better day to day, be independent, suffer less pain and improved brain function and be a proper mum to my son

Hopefully you will be able to feel better someday.
Someday I wish to get better and other days I just want to leave as soon as possible.

 

[Jolene40]

Hopefully you will be able to feel better someday.
Someday I wish to get better and other days I just want to leave as soon as possible.

I understand that feeling. You get so tired of it all some days the trauma of it all is so awful in itself. I won't get better sadly. I've tried so hard to get help and have tried various medications which either worked temporarily or didn't work. The doctors then wash their hands of you as too complicated

 

[LogicalConclusion]

Honestly, this place keeps be going, and studying language/linguistics, as well as philosophy now. The biggest issue is getting people to leave me the fuck alone to do these things so I don't feel pressured to ctb.