Method Is suicide really that hard ?

[waiting93]

There's been countless celebrities and other people who have hung themselves with no access to the details from this forum. Is it really that hard ? Like once your mind is set on it ?

 

[Abyssal]

Not the answer you are looking for but it depends on the person. You may not know if it's easy or hard for you until make it past the point of no return.

 

[Dot]

There's been countless celebrities and other people who have hung themselves with no access to the details from this forum. Is it really that hard ? Like once your mind is set on it ?

Tbf u r askng a frum filld wth ppl wh/ r stll alve - mght b biasd audnce

 

[GlutenFreeCat]

I think it depends on how motivated/determined you are and what fears you may have about attempting to CTB, like fear of pain or the reactions of those you will leave behind or fear of what lies beyond death.

It isn't an easy answer, but ultimately it depends on the individual.

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

It's pretty hard. You are fighting against the most powerful basic instinct. You have to be really determined.

 

[Orange Cat]

I don't think that it is that hard once you make uo your mind 100 percent that you really want to die. The hardest part Is psycological. With any method you have that moment of doubt and fear right before you do it. If a small part of you doesn't want to die, you won't be able to go through with it.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I believe that certain people have fear tolerances that are way more elevated than others. It may be due to different brain chemistry or maybe even a physical part of the brain that has been deteriorated or missing altogether. What else would explain these daredevils that climb skyscrapers or people that do the most dangerous jobs in the world?

My worst fear is that I am not remotely wired like this and will have to keep enduring this shit life until death takes me against my will. That is why I pray for some kind of terminal illness or accident to claim me. Remove my own stubborn survival instinct from the equation.

I have no doubt that if I decide to attempt suicide, I will have to be drunk and/or drugged out of my mind in order to succeed.

 

[Kalista]

I can only share my experience. It's a whole lot more difficult than I thought. I got myself to believe that suicide is a real option and made plans on dying by 40+. Eventually wanting to do it sooner. Once I got on it, hesitated every time. It takes a lot mentally to do it. I envy people who were able to go through with it in the end.

 

[waiting93]

Thank you everyone for the replies

 

[hi-okbye]

i think everyone here basically covered it.
it's your internal natural instinct to survive, and it's hard to combat that. it's quite literally been the earliest instinct since anything living was created.

and again, people attempt suicide every day but only some succeed. and it's not even that every successful attempt is offically reported. i think around 1 in every 4 attempts succeed. but from personal experience, i've had around 10 and look at that i'm still here! :D (not happy)

 

[FuneralCry]

I think if suicide really was straightforward there wouldn't be all these posts on here of people struggling to find ways to reliably die, and I've read of lots of suicide attempts going wrong on here. Suicide really is difficult to me, as after all we exist in this anti-suicide society where we are denied the option of a peaceful, guaranteed way to cease existing on our own terms. I'd fear trying to die going wrong as well, what keeps me trapped here is the fact that suicide methods are either inaccessible or risky.

 

[Aim]

How do you know it wasn't hard for the celebrities? I am no expert, but after hanging out on this site now for a couple of months. I think so! I think most think it's hard!

 

[sanlcx]

I think it would be pretty easy if N was readily available

 

[gbi2]

My first overdose was hard to do but the one last year was easy for me. I had shut myself off from all feelings and one night just took everything I had at bedtime and went to sleep expecting not to wake up.

I think some people would have done the same and be so disconnected at the time they attempt that they aren't thinking of it failing, who Will find them, if they have there finances in order and so on. But others would have found it hard and had previous attempts and maybe multiple attempts on the same day.
Some people who have ctb on film have shown no sign of being unsure. I saw one the other week who seemed to be calling all his friends to prove no one is really there to talk to when he needs them, then just said that's it, and shit himself.

Another was a woman who climbed onto a table and hung herself with her kids crying as she died. She showed no sign of being unsure of afraid of failing.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Another was a woman who climbed onto a table and hung herself with her kids crying as she died. She showed no sign of being unsure of afraid of failing.

Yeah it's kinda crazy how disconnected someone can be when it comes to ctb.

 

[waiting93]

My first overdose was hard to do but the one last year was easy for me. I had shut myself off from all feelings and one night just took everything I had at bedtime and went to sleep expecting not to wake up.

I think some people would have done the same and be so disconnected at the time they attempt that they aren't thinking of it failing, who Will find them, if they have there finances in order and so on. But others would have found it hard and had previous attempts and maybe multiple attempts on the same day.
Some people who have ctb on film have shown no sign of being unsure. I saw one the other week who seemed to be calling all his friends to prove no one is really there to talk to when he needs them, then just said that's it, and shit himself.

Another was a woman who climbed onto a table and hung herself with her kids crying as she died. She showed no sign of being unsure of afraid of failing.

Where do you find these videos ? Ya I know I wouldn't try medication overdose as it has very little success rate . I would like to be sure and it's impossible to get actual lethal drugs like sn , n , or f

I think if suicide really was straightforward there wouldn't be all these posts on here of people struggling to find ways to reliably die, and I've read of lots of suicide attempts going wrong on here. Suicide really is difficult to me, as after all we exist in this anti-suicide society where we are denied the option of a peaceful, guaranteed way to cease existing on our own terms. I'd fear trying to die going wrong as well, what keeps me trapped here is the fact that suicide methods are either inaccessible or risky.

What is the reason that you are so engaged in this forum ? Is it because you have hope that one day someone will come up with a fool proof method ? . Yes I wish society was less anti suicide .

i think everyone here basically covered it.
it's your internal natural instinct to survive, and it's hard to combat that. it's quite literally been the earliest instinct since anything living was created.

and again, people attempt suicide every day but only some succeed. and it's not even that every successful attempt is offically reported. i think around 1 in every 4 attempts succeed. but from personal experience, i've had around 10 and look at that i'm still here! :D (not happy)

10? Yeah that's why I'm so hesitant . I want to be one and done . I want a fool proof method .

 

[phersper]

I think if suicide really was straightforward there wouldn't be all these posts on here of people struggling to find ways to reliably die, and I've read of lots of suicide attempts going wrong on here. Suicide really is difficult to me, as after all we exist in this anti-suicide society where we are denied the option of a peaceful, guaranteed way to cease existing on our own terms. I'd fear trying to die going wrong as well, what keeps me trapped here is the fact that suicide methods are either inaccessible or risky.

What's your thoughts on sn? How would you rate it in terms of reliability?

 

[Mistiie]

What's your thoughts on sn? How would you rate it in terms of reliability?

From what I understand, SN's reliability relies on your reliability to keep it from spewing back out of your throat. A high enough dosage, combined with an antiemetic, and maybe whatever other medications you have in the unusual instance that one of them potentiates the effects of it, would do the trick, but you just have to keep it down.

I think the main issues found with SN are that it's just an incredibly controlled substance in most Western countries.

 

[melancholia_melodia]

It can be difficult if you have not overcome your fear of death and the unknown. But when you experience so much pain and suffering that life becomes unbearable to continue, the fear of dying is no longer so important because it is completely outweighed by what you are going through. Then it would be much easier to die now...

You can also practice fighting your instinct for self-preservation and becoming more receptive to the desire to die. Having many failed suicide attempts are one way of practicing this.

 

[kcatchesthebus]

I think it's hard in the sense that accessing the tools necessary to do it both peacefully and successfully is not an east thing to do. If I could find a source for SN in the US, I would absolutely be gone already because I have no qualms about death. I just need it to be peaceful and non-gruesome for the sake of the people who love me, as I don't want to scar them more than I have to

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I think the main issues found with SN are that it's just an incredibly controlled substance in most Western countries

Thanks to media coverage on this forum that has information on sn and because a lot of the fatal cases of sn that were covered are in those territories otherwise its still relatively unknown outside the western countries. There was a Korean news outlet that did cover 4 fatal cases of sn that were tied to IC SN from earlier this year.

https://m.edaily.co.kr/news/read?newsId=02788006635612200&mediaCodeNo=257

A high enough dosage, combined with an antiemetic, and maybe whatever other medications you have in the unusual instance that one of them potentiates the effects of it, would do the trick, but you just have to keep it down.

Majority of people still do vomit even after fasting for a day and taking AEs but that's why back-up drinks are required and even then, it could still prove to be fatal despite the vomiting.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I've often read that for every 25 attempts, one is fatal- so statistically speaking- it doesn't work for everyone. Depends on the method. Some are more reliable than others.

I'm sure it must depend on the determination of the individual too. If you consider the late, great Robin Williams- it seemed as if he tried to cut his wrist first. That was in effect a failed attempt- poor guy. I still can't get my head around how anyone succeeds with partial hanging. It must require a lot of determination at the start.

I guess the scary part is- so much of it must be luck. None of us know how our bodies will respond to our chosen method. It's not like we've ever done it before. I guess some people are lucky, pass out quickly and go relatively peacefully but for others, stuff goes wrong.

 

[FuneralCry]

What is the reason that you are so engaged in this forum ? Is it because you have hope that one day someone will come up with a fool proof method ? . Yes I wish society was less anti suicide

It's just a place to vent about how much I hate existing, sadly I don't have much hope for an very accessible, peaceful and guaranteed method becoming available but it'd be such a relief if there is.

 

[gbi2]

Where do you find these videos ? Ya I know I wouldn't try medication overdose as it has very little success rate . I would like to be sure and it's impossible to get actual lethal drugs like sn , n , or f

Mostly DocumentingReality but sometimes 4chan. DC isn't just a suicide site it is where people post all sorts of videos but most of them are gore/death so don't visit thinking it's cool or anything, lost of people on those sites are awful humans. It's restricted now so you only get to view a few videos before they expect you to donate. Some videos on there have watermarks of the sites they've been copied from. Most of them are just gore sites so I wont mention them here as it is outside of the scope of this forum and really no one should be watching stuff for the sake of it anyway.
sometimes on any of those sites the comments to the videos are quite dismal so I don't recommend reading any. You'll be hard pushed to find a comment on a ctb video that is sympathetic, they think people like us are idiots. They will encourage ctb but for the wrong reasons.