Is shooting drugs worth it if you’re giving up?

[buoy]

I'm really tired and I've found a method. I rehearsed this and thought it would nring me comfort. I don't want to die but I don't want to live, and I increase the substances I consume, weekly. Ive done and left alone just about all drugs, except shooting dope. Where do I get it, alternatives, is it worth the high. Idc about dying obviously but it has to be worth the euphoria

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Wouldn't be worth it for me. I'm not at all curious about what shooting dope would feel like.