Do you suffocate to death? I hear their face turns black from lacknof oxygen. Never tried it, too afraid to inject myself. But it seems cheap and relaible. What if i just ate jt? How much does a first time user need to die?
heartless_95
In the bleak midwinter ..
- Sep 3, 2019
- 27
Definitely would not recommend this as a method if you've never shot up before, friend. The dosage needed can vary wildly and depends on multiple factors. Especially since more than likely you won't die, and will end up addicted to the substance which puts you in a worse position than before. Have you looked into SN or N? Those are far more reliable than H. Even fentanyl would be a better option. Just don't want you to put yourself in a worse situation. Sending hugs your way.
But wouldn't it be at least a bit of an euphoric death?
I wouldn't want that either. I just want to go to bed.
heartless_95
In the bleak midwinter ..
- Sep 3, 2019
- 27
I guess it could be, but since you are the administrator of the injection, you could fall short of injecting the amount needed to overdose since you start feeling the effects very quickly. It just doesn't seem reliable to me for the purpose of CTB.
SourIntent
Member
- Sep 15, 2019
- 18
I was thinking the same thing. Just put on a fentanyl patch and going to sleep. But that sounded way too easy and figured I'd come to gasping for breath or something.
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gingerplum
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- Nov 5, 2018
- 1,450
Not at all. Not even close. Ever been put under for surgery? Lights out, you immediately fall into a deep sleep. Even if you were aware, which you won't be, there's no "gasping" or changing colors... naturally a loss of color as you become hypotensive, but nothing as dramatic as what you're describing. Your respirations simply become more shallow and further apart until they stop.
I'm going to just *tentatively* disagree with heartless_95, with the provision that you are willing to do a fair amount of studying and prep. If this is well-researched -- and there are others on this forum who are more well-versed in H than I am-- I believe even a first-timer could pull this off. Again, provided that you really do your homework, up to and including practicing self-administered IV injection. This would be my personal method of choice, because it's pain free and virtually guaranteed if done right.
Yes. Beyond euphoric. Imagine a warm glow that radiates from your belly to gently envelope you, like absinthe-infused ectoplasm.
gingerplum
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- Nov 5, 2018
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