Is N still avail?

[LetMeOut]

New to forum, been lurking for a while... was wondering if the guy in Mexico (from the PPH) is still avail? Was thinking of ordering some N, but dunno if that's still an option. Im a little nervous, been hearing stuff about raids, seizures, etc... is it too risky u think?

 

[CrushedHopes]

It's difficult to acquire legit N, just like always.

 

[LetMeOut]

Yeah... sucks, it's the only method I'd be willing to go thru with at this point.

 

[Time]

Yeah... sucks, it's the only method I'd be willing to go thru with at this point.

Me too until I saw how risky it was to acquire. At this point, it looks like SN is the route I'm going to take.

 

[Meant2Die]

I keep going back and forth on the N. I want it so badly but the repercussions of being caught are outrageous. I just wonder if you use a VPN, Tor browser, Protonmail, bitcoin as payment, deleted all emails upon receipt , and do all the steps to clean up any digital history would they really be able to connect it back to you other than it was shipped to your home addresses? Can't I just deny deny deny, "I don't know what this is or why it was sent to me" when they show up at your door. I wonder what king of actual evidence they need to pin something on you.

 

[SinisterKid]

N, illegal in a lot of places, difficult to acquire, expensive. SN, legal in most places, easy enough to buy, fairly cheap.

No brainer for me personally. [means easy decision to make]

 

[Meant2Die]

Your know what sucks more? since wanting to CBT and learning about N just recently I keep seeing people in my life who happen to go Mexico. My sister was there earlier in the year with her kids on vacation, then I just saw my best friend from college who is Mexican , she was just there and posted it on her Instagram. And the most recent , I went to a psychic and wanted to talk to the other person in the practice and sure enough she was in Mexico. I'm like can any of these people pls just buy me some N and send it here?? It would be so easy since it's supposedly over the counter there. But how do I explain , "oh yea I really need that so I can kill myself". ....and I can't go myself bc I'm home bound by having to take intravenous medications daily.

 

[Throwawaysoul]

The only way I'm using N is if I buy it in person and I think that would require learning Spanish first. I'm too scared to have it shipped at this point. Unless I can figure out a situation where it's not sent directly to my house.

 

[Not_Quite_Dead_Yet]

The only way I'm using N is if I buy it in person and I think that would require learning Spanish first. I'm too scared to have it shipped at this point. Unless I can figure out a situation where it's not sent directly to my house.

Not necessarily...the need to learn Spanish, that is. Several people have merely printed a picture of the bottle from the ePPH and shown it to the farmacia person. If, and that is a big if, they are willing to sell the product to you, they will immediately know what you are wanting to buy. It does take some foot work, searching for a co-operative retailer, but there have been some success stories. But then you would face the hassle of getting it home through customs, unless you intend to imbibe it in Mexico. Mailing it back from Mexico could give rise to another set of problems. Even if you use a different address, it might be seized before it ever arrived. Don't have any answer for you other than these days it is a risky business no matter what method you try.

 

[LetMeOut]

I'm pissed bc I got a response from A, but I'm way too paranoid to go through with ordering. Though US seems to be safer then other areas, but still... fuck getting raided, that would disastrous on so many levels

I keep going back and forth on the N. I want it so badly but the repercussions of being caught are outrageous. I just wonder if you use a VPN, Tor browser, Protonmail, bitcoin as payment, deleted all emails upon receipt , and do all the steps to clean up any digital history would they really be able to connect it back to you other than it was shipped to your home addresses? Can't I just deny deny deny, "I don't know what this is or why it was sent to me" when they show up at your door. I wonder what king of actual evidence they need to pin something on you.

I'm pissed bc I got a response from A, but I'm way too paranoid to go through with ordering. Though US seems to be safer then other areas, but still... fuck getting raided, that would disastrous on so many levels

SN sounds horrifying. Way too much pain. Certain methods I just couldn't do, like hanging (too much suffering), jumping (Couldn't overcome SI). And I swear that I don't have a gun.