Help Is My Plan the Best I Can Manage in My Circumstances?

[MonochromeMind]

Hello! I'm going to lay out my current circumstances, followed by my current plan.

- No gun
- No car
- Only seen leaving home in order to work in 8 1/2 hour intervals
- Worried about not properly making a noose, having a private place to hang it, getting a rope in the first place due to...
- Living with snoopy parents
- Living in Michigan

I still worry about posting here and being caught, since I was caught trying to die many, many years ago now in a very poorly planned way, so I'm very worried about being caught or failing again. So, for my sanity, I'm saying, "this is purely hypothetical."

My current best possible plan is...

- Saying I was called into work on a day I don't work
- Walking to work, or being dropped off at work, depending on circumstances
- Calling an Uber (worrying time variable)
- Having the Uber drive me to Mackinac Bridge (over 4 and a half hour drive)
- Requesting they open the door while over the bridge, due to the bridge not allowing foot traffic, using an excuse that I want to take a picture, possibly paying them extra to do so, and desperately hoping they do
- Running out and jumping

Obviously, there are so, so many ways this could go wrong. I'm not sure of many places I can go that are tall enough to be considered to be reasonably certain death. Most bridges don't allow foot traffic, or have protective measurements against suicide. Who knows if there will be traffic, or an Uber available soon enough? What if I'm somehow found out to be doing this, or to not be at work? Worst of all, what if the driver refuses to open the door?

I'd greatly appreciate any help at all! Thank you for taking the time to read this!

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Idk, I think it leaves too many things to chance.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

The driver is supposed to just stop on the bridge, in traffic, in order to just let you out to take a picture? I wouldn't bank on it. I do not believe they are legally allowed to confine you into the vehicle by means of setting the door locks so that you cannot open the door. What if there was an accident, the car became engulfed in flames, the driver was dead, and you needed to escape the flames?

And have you done your research to make sure that the Mackinac Bridge doesn't have safeguards to thwart suicide attempts?

Not quite sure why you highlighted living in Michigan as a ¿hindrance¿ to ctb????

 

[MonochromeMind]

The driver is supposed to just stop on the bridge, in traffic, in order to just let you out to take a picture? I wouldn't bank on it. I do not believe they are legally allowed to confine you into the vehicle by means of setting the door locks so that you cannot open the door. What if there was an accident, the car became engulfed in flames, the driver was dead, and you needed to escape the flames?

And have you done your research to make sure that the Mackinac Bridge doesn't have safeguards to thwart suicide attempts?

Not quite sure why you highlighted living in Michigan as a ¿hindrance¿ to ctb????

I didn't think of them not legally being able to lock the vehicle...and yeah my excuse is pretty bad lol.

I don't seem to see any safeguards, like nets or high rails, though I could be doing a poor job in that department.

I was just laying out my circumstances, I didn't mean they were all hindering me. I was specifying my location in case somewhere had somewhere better to go, for instance.