Is life getting worse or better for you?

[Pulling a Sangwoo]

Woke up today feeling a bit better (which is rare) so I decided to clean the whole house so my mom would be in a better mood but I ended up getting beat up and called a failure and screamed at so I'm currently crying in my bed and typing this secretly, Anywayssss how's your day going? : )

 

[ma0]

The ONE TIME I actually stop procrastinating and start working on this cover I want to make, audacity starts being a twat and delaying all my vocals.

THIS WORLD IS TAUNTING ME ISTG

Combine that with my sudden obsession with knives and slight mental breakdowns and yeah, life is way worse.

 

[Yume Nikki]

Worse for me, I'm beginning to isolate myself and barely any of my friends are talking to me anymore. My ex also blocked me a couple of days ago after we split in November and I haven't been the same since. I'm praying that every night will be my last.

 

[Namelesa Graves]

Worse, each passing day I feel more empty, bored and tired from life.

 

[human909]

some days are better while others are worse but it's mostly worse.

 

[princessame]

I've just been Okay, is the best way to put it. there's a lot of positives in my life and things are beginning to look up, but since it's not exactly a gradual transition I am not really feeling great mentally. It kind of makes me feel guilty, because I'm getting all the things that child me would've wanted, but I'm not really satisfied with it right now. I hope that I will start feeling better soon

 

[FuneralCry]

Suffering in this existence will only ever get more dreadful and unbearable, no matter what I really will always see it as an abomination to exist, to me existence itself is the most terrible tragic mistake that just causes so much harm and suffering all for the sake of it and problems there was never a need for, nothing no matter what would make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of existence. It'll get worse for me as what I ultimately have a problem with is existence itself and I suffer so much from being conscious burdened with this cruel, futile existence just waiting for death anyway and I just get more tired of it all as time goes on.

I just find it such a terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed at all with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what without the option for me to just peacefully cease existing and never exist ever again, I just hope and wish for non-existence, I just wish for this torturous unnecessary existence to be no longer my problem. I find it deeply undesirable to exist in every way and what terrifies me is how a human can suffer for so much longer just to be tortured dying in agony from old age with no limit as to how much agony they can feel, only non-existence can personally solve what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I just want peace from the burden of existence, I wish for peace from this cruel existence I wish I was never forced into more than anything.

 

[CogitoMori]

I don't think things ever really get better

 

[crocune]

Worse. Stuck in a vicious cycle and circling the drain.

 

[sad.lgbtq]

I acually had recovery hopes, but you know.

The real world.

So worse.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Same here. Just as I thought things got better, the roller coaster took a turn for the worst. I just want to end the ride now. Tired of trying.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Currently everything is on a low level but fragile not getting much worse not getting much better.

 

[justsotiredofit]

It's ups and downs. The ups, feel tolerable, maybe even good in moments. But there's an underlying nothing. On bad days ... I want to move up my ctb. I'm literally waiting for snow, in MY.. location. Which is insanely common.

I have to mask how much this all hurts. Every day. Pretend to care.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Situation-wise, it's about the same as previous years. Maybe slightly better.

How I feel-wise, it's getting harder and harder.

I'm sorry your Mum had a go at you for trying to help. People are strange...

 

[taysontheory]

Better, better, worse, better, worse, worse, better, worse, worse, worse To date

 

[areyousafe??]

If life was getting better, I wouldn't be on here.