SuiSqueeze92
Self Saboteur
- Jan 15, 2020
- 479
I like my mother to understand things and over the years, she has actually gotten more of a grip on what goes on in my head/life everyday... but she is pretty naive to things as well. Growing up my dad died when I was 11 from "suicide" ... and then as I got older, like 18, it started to come out that it was thought that his wife at the time (impulse marriage) May have poisoned him due to her suspicious actions and the timing of things. I still don't know what to think and somewhat still obsess over it because I just want to know what happened and possibly get justice for him because I'm the only one that still gives a shit.
To the point now... I started speaking to her about the phone call she had with him as he was dying (he didn't know that at the time). Said his beer tasted weird, wife left soon after, he was in pain and fucked up, wife ignored his phone calls for help as she was on the beach with a friend that night (convenient) so he called my mom states away and eventually they found him dead. Seeing some of these methods I had wondered if sodium azide might be a possibility since it doesn't take a whole lot and can cause pains etc. He was also cremated very quickly before my mom could get police involved. So basically I'm opening her eyes to the fact that people can die from more things than just the usual gun shots, accidents and health problems; that household items or simple to obtain items can do the trick and some aren't always going to be a thought of reason for death but she was somewhat worried and shocked of the "ease" of it. Now I wonder if I should have just kept it about his death and not brought up specifics so much.
To the point now... I started speaking to her about the phone call she had with him as he was dying (he didn't know that at the time). Said his beer tasted weird, wife left soon after, he was in pain and fucked up, wife ignored his phone calls for help as she was on the beach with a friend that night (convenient) so he called my mom states away and eventually they found him dead. Seeing some of these methods I had wondered if sodium azide might be a possibility since it doesn't take a whole lot and can cause pains etc. He was also cremated very quickly before my mom could get police involved. So basically I'm opening her eyes to the fact that people can die from more things than just the usual gun shots, accidents and health problems; that household items or simple to obtain items can do the trick and some aren't always going to be a thought of reason for death but she was somewhat worried and shocked of the "ease" of it. Now I wonder if I should have just kept it about his death and not brought up specifics so much.
