Discussion Is it weird that I want to suicide just cause I'm too bored of everything?

[Nyx01]

For like the last 2 years I've been thinking about suicide a lot. Like i feel my life is too boring. And me being impatient makes it worse. I've tried trying out tons of new stuff and still lose interest in them after a while. Does anyone else feel the same? Or am i alone with this one haha

 

[sadgirl2002]

It's not weird and you're not alone. Life is boring and meaningless. I'm tired of it, I find death quite exciting in a way. I'm not sure if that's weird.

 

[Moon2018]

I want to die because I am not interested in anything and I did everything I wanted in this world (it is loudly said, I didn't do anything special or outstanding). My whole life is food, sleep and internet.

 

[AutoTap]

I understand

 

[Moon2018]

I want to die because I am not interested in anything and I did everything I wanted in this world (it is loudly said, I didn't do anything special or outstanding). My whole life is food, sleep and internet.

and boring, difficult, uninteresting, low-paid work (200$, the average salary in Russia, there is a salary even less)

 

[AtLeastThere'sSalad]

Totally feel that. When I get bored, my thoughts spiral and become really dark, I start questioning my existence and eventually figure I might as well end it. Nothing else is going on, so why wait around? My life isn't exactly a block-buster action movie.

 

[Pookie]

Boredom can be a symptom of depression.

 

[Nyx01]

Totally feel that. When I get bored, my thoughts spiral and become really dark, I start questioning my existence and eventually figure I might as well end it. Nothing else is going on, so why wait around? My life isn't exactly a block-buster action movie.

Exactly what I feel. What's the point of living if there's nothing worth waiting for?

 

[WornOutLife]

Not weird at all.
Something similar is happening to me. For example, most of my problems can be solved but still, I'm not interested in this world anymore.
The thing is, how the hell can I get the guts to ctb?

 

[deadspirit]

I don't think it's weird. Modern life is pretty monotonous and meaningless. Go to work, go home, eat, watch tv, sleep, repeat. After a while it starts to get to you

 

[262653]

No, you're not alone in your shit. Does that bring you consolation? It does for me, though I don't think it's a good thing because intense negative emotions can motivate for the most radical changes. I know I won't be doing it myself, but I would like to get instantly cut off anything that alleviates my suffering. That way I wouldn't be able to avoid it, and would be forced to face it.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Pretty common really, a common part of deep depression is to find that life lacks any flavor. I do like to think of it as flavor too; it's like eating food simply because your hungry and not enjoying a single bite of it.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

For like the last 2 years I've been thinking about suicide a lot. Like i feel my life is too boring. And me being impatient makes it worse. I've tried trying out tons of new stuff and still lose interest in them after a while. Does anyone else feel the same? Or am i alone with this one haha

Intelligence that is not being used tends to create problems for the individual to solve. It is not always a sign of depression. I used to rely on stormy weather, and the dangers entailed in wandering aimlessly through, blizzards, thunderstorms...etc. Nothing like that where I live now. Still searching for an out, and hoping for a quake...go planet go!

 

[loopylou]

I get bored so easy so I can relate

 

[262653]

Intelligence that is not being used tends to create problems for the individual to solve.

Sounds a lot like a starved creature cannibalizing itself.

 

[AutoTap]

Sounds a lot like a starved creature cannibalizing itself.

Precisely what anxiety and depression is tbh