I live in the South where it's only legal for medicinal purposes. I just moved from Tennessee to Louisiana, and the first person I met here was able to get me some. The second person I met had some and probably could have hooked me up if I had asked. I've lived in three states and it's super easy to find everywhere, even though it's been illegal in all those states.
The part that angers me the most is that it genuinely helps me, but a lot of jobs drug test. My last job that I worked at, an Amazon warehouse, for five years randomly drug tested me four times, if I remember correctly. I was so sleep deprived working there too and I couldn't even smoke a little before bed so I could actually sleep without worrying about losing my job. That chronic sleep deprivation is really what brought me to this point in my life, but I won't get into that.
I'm going to have to find a new job soon, so I can't smoke right now. I've also become much more depressed, anxious and suicidal since I stopped. So I may just end it before I even find one. I also hear good things about other drugs when it comes to mental illness, like psilocybin, but that's illegal where I'm at too and I have no idea where to get it.
I'm sorry you don't have access to something that could benefit you. It's so infuriating.
