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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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I had the thought when I listened to artists. There is a band called "teen suicide". Or there are the "suicideboys". I don't know their background but I feel ambivalent about their names and their implications. There is this very popular movie "Suicide Squad" that I never watched. One could say the Joker movie sort of played with it but a lesser degree.
So many people try to scam desperate suicidal people online. It feels like there is a whole industry for that out there. Countless people allegedly offer N. I think many offers stem from developing countries where they laugh at grandparents of western societies wanting to die in peace. When I was severely suicidal the first time I also sort of fell for it. But I did not order anything. But I was curious and I was not aware how the game is played to that time point.
Then there are assisted suicide organizations which demand insane amounts of money. For me that is a 2 class society. I could not afford that. After all the ruminating I might even prefer my SN in my apartment all alone. I think it easier for me this way. I am pissed about the regulations and the prices are ridiculous. It is a shame that dying in peace is only affordable to middle or upper class people. I feel ambivalent about the Sarco. This Nitschke guy seems to be self-centred and likes the spotlight a little bit too much. For me it feels like he cares so much about the attention. And at the same time while they are doing all the money they look with disgrace at this forum and community. At least we are not making money with it.
Then there are people like Kenneth Law who sell suicide kits for way too much money. I am very glad I never ordered from his website. Honestly, I don't know why but I had a bad feeling with this website. One reason was Canada is outside of the EU and it is easier to be confiscated by the police with this long distance. At least this was my reasoning.
So many people try to scam desperate suicidal people online. It feels like there is a whole industry for that out there. Countless people allegedly offer N. I think many offers stem from developing countries where they laugh at grandparents of western societies wanting to die in peace. When I was severely suicidal the first time I also sort of fell for it. But I did not order anything. But I was curious and I was not aware how the game is played to that time point.
Then there are assisted suicide organizations which demand insane amounts of money. For me that is a 2 class society. I could not afford that. After all the ruminating I might even prefer my SN in my apartment all alone. I think it easier for me this way. I am pissed about the regulations and the prices are ridiculous. It is a shame that dying in peace is only affordable to middle or upper class people. I feel ambivalent about the Sarco. This Nitschke guy seems to be self-centred and likes the spotlight a little bit too much. For me it feels like he cares so much about the attention. And at the same time while they are doing all the money they look with disgrace at this forum and community. At least we are not making money with it.
Then there are people like Kenneth Law who sell suicide kits for way too much money. I am very glad I never ordered from his website. Honestly, I don't know why but I had a bad feeling with this website. One reason was Canada is outside of the EU and it is easier to be confiscated by the police with this long distance. At least this was my reasoning.
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